never start frowning because you never know who's falling in love with your smile (X

給經常笑但不經常能夠開心的人。。。

2012-01-19T12:26:00.000+08:00

總有一些人，他們看上去整天都很開心，沒有煩惱，像個小孩，好多人都會羨慕他們，但其實不是這樣的。他們不想讓別人看到自己難過的一面，更沒有能力一個人獨處，因為當夜深人靜的時候，他不知道一個人會發生什麽事，坐在窗前冥想走過的點滴。

他們貌似很堅強，因為在別人看來，他們什麽事都能微笑著去面對，但事實上他們長著世界上最脆弱的心靈，只是長期的偽裝使得別人很難發現他們內心深處的創傷。

他們只想簡簡單單、快快樂樂的活著，期待並且相信每個人給的笑容都是真心的，希望身邊的人都是真正的喜歡自己。即使別人小小的意見，也會另他們難過好久，他們真的真的很介意，介意自己不被人喜歡。因為，他們總是為別人想的很多，對別人總是比對自己好；把能對喜歡的人好當做幸福，喜歡別人比喜歡自己多。

他們總是那樣，前一秒還傷心的流著淚，後一秒出現在朋友面前的時候，已經滿臉溢著燦爛的笑容。有人說她們是向日葵，是的，他們在意的人就像是太陽，在面對太陽的時候永遠是明艷的花瓣，而太陽照不到的背面，那悲傷藏得那麽好，不願被看見。

他們向往放縱自由的生活，卻必須為了誰很努力的朝另外的一個方向活著，很累很累，卻仍是心甘情願。離自己的夢境越來越來遠，不得不面對從未想過的爭奪和復雜，恐慌、不知所措。只有面對最信賴的人時，才會卸下盔甲，委屈的流下眼淚。因為在他們心裏，笑就是開心，哭就是難過，接近就是喜歡，遠離就是討厭。但其實不是，他們明白了，心好傷，眼淚就沒忍住。哭過之後，笑笑得擦幹眼淚，說，沒關系，我可以做的很好的。

他們好像無所不能，好像總是不會有煩惱，好像什麽問題都能輕而易舉的解決，總是喜歡喜歡出現在流淚的人面前，笑嘻嘻的逗著笑。而面對自己的問題，他們卻茫然無措，面對自己的悲傷，他們只會躲在人們看不見的角落裏慢慢由傷口越裂越大。

他們的想法非常簡單，說出來的就是心裏所想的，肚子裏不會拐七道八道的小彎，無心的話可能會引起別人的誤解。所以，請別記恨她們，他們從不願傷害誰，小小的錯誤就能讓他們懊悔很久。
他們其實非常單純，甚至你曾經給了他一個微笑她也會一輩子記得你的好，因此他們的世界觀其實也很簡單，他們很容易受蠱惑，請不要輕易的傷害他們的感情，因為一旦傷害了，那就將永遠彌補不回來！如果你身邊有這種人請你給予他（她）那怕是鳳毛麟角的那點關懷，讓他（她）知道這個世界沒有拋棄他們......

開心的度過每一天
相信一切都可以很簡單
但是有時候很多事情並不是我們想象的那麽容易
原來還是有現實殘酷的一面
但是看開一點，轉個念，很多事都會變得簡單容易

請你不要忙了，我想要打擾你。。。。：（

2012-01-19T00:26:00.001+08:00

你忙吧！不打擾你了！有多少人知道這句話的意思？？那你忙吧，不打擾了！

你可知道這句話的真正意思？

真的有在忙嗎？

手的忙還是心的忙？

是你在忙，還是我在忙？

說的人是感受到被冷落後的賭氣還是識趣的退避？

聽到的人會覺得心迅速低落還是如釋重負的一笑？你，都有過吧？

有時候還會為彼時幼稚的猜測而情緒低落

有時會讓人覺得很累

還是這句話

如果你說了

是懷著怎樣的心情講的

如果你聽到了

你又會怎樣去回复

可能是很平常的聊天

如果不平常也只是交流雙方各自的感受

其實

當你聽到這句話時

可能想不到說話人是在做最後的試探

他想要你的挽留賭上的是一個猜測

而不是你的坦然離開

如果知道你忙他又怎麼會去打擾你

如果知道你忙他為什麼不直接說再見

如果你們彼此了解

又怎麼能不明白對方的心情

是你想要逃離

卻用了他替你找的藉口吧

你去忙吧我不打擾你了

如果哪一天我這樣說了

請挽留我

告訴我其實你不忙

而別說

那我去忙了

可以嗎

其實我不想听到你說忙

其實我希望你在忙著回我的消息

而不是空空的等待

而當你打下這些字的時候

你可能想不到他聽了會覺得你在煩他

他要一個更好的理由

來結束這次的談話

而不是你敷衍的我在忙

你去忙吧我不打擾你了

如果哪天不想跟我聊天了

請找個自己的理由合適的理由

而別說

你去忙吧

或者我在忙

請回答我不忙

或者

其實我在忙著等你的消息

其實每個人在說這句話的時候

都是希望能被挽留

特別是女生，

希望聽到你說：“我不忙”

或者是：“沒關係，我願意被你打擾” 而不是聽到你的一句淡淡的：“哦”

或者是：那我去忙了” 。

你不知道

這個時候的她是以什麼樣的心情說出這一句話

你只是覺得

這只是一句單純的“不打擾你了”

你不知道，他的頭像只是為你而亮，

他的：“在啊！”只是為你而說

他把狀態設為“離開”

只是因為你不在

他的微笑

只是因為你的狀態顯示著“正在輸入”。

他的失落

只是因為你的一句“那我去忙了”

你永遠不知道

他的存在只是因為你。

怎麽每一句都好像說中了自己的心聲。。。
曾經我也這樣過。。。
還好你都會說你不忙。。。那時候真的好像要抱抱你。。。
不想放開。。。

就算你再忙我也很想要說：
請你先不要忙了，我想要打擾你 ~~~~

可能是我幼稚
可能是我無聊
但是，就是這樣我也心甘情願，只要聼你一句甜言蜜語。。

不過那些都是過去式。
我曾經真的那樣的開心過。。。
最後也狠狠的痛哭過。。。

loves.

回頭想想。。。

2012-01-19T00:11:00.000+08:00

1。分手後，我還認識你，不過不想再見你，你過的好，我不會祝福你，
你過的不好，我不會嘲笑你。
因為我們從此陌生。
你的世界不再有我，我的世界不再有你。
我不能再珍惜你，抱歉，我失去的，也是你失去的。。。

2。很偶爾的，你會找我，聯繫我，你的突然出現，還是會挑撥我的心弦。
只是，我也學會對你偽裝了，不冷不熱，不咸不淡，笑得沒心沒肺，也不會再流那廉價的眼淚了。然後聽你輕輕地說：“你變了。”

3。總要等到過了很久，總要等退無可退，才知道我們曾親手捨棄的東西，在後來的日子裡，
再也遇不到了。

4。再見了，我那麼那麼愛你，雖然笨拙，但也努力做了好多，所以我不遺憾了。
現在，我把愛情還給你，你把我僅有的一點點驕傲還給我好不好？

5。我還是會相信愛情，只是不會再相信愛情能永遠。

6。你突然點醒我，我們相識的時間能夠以年計算了，你找到了你愛的，而我，還在原地徘徊著。

7。我們再也不會像以前那樣，以彼此為不可替代，我們再也不會像以前那樣，那樣用力的愛，直到哭了出來。

8。一天，我終於不再思念他，因為他離開太久了，我的習慣已經不再是習慣。

9。一直固執的以為面對什麼事情我都能夠坦然的微笑，可是，終於在你轉身決定離去的一剎那，我淚如泉湧，不可抑制。
這是，過往的幸福嘲笑著心中的疼痛，原來，世界上最痛的痛是離開。

10。我贏了所有人，卻輸掉了你。

11。最浪漫的情話，是當那個已經跟你分手了的情人打電話來問：“你好嗎？”
你稀鬆平常的回答：“我很好。”而其實你還愛著他，你一點也不好。

12。有天當你想起我，時間已擺平所有的錯，也學會不再問為什麼。
直到有一天，面對愛情開始吝嗇，會不會懷念當初的炙熱？
一路上經過各自曲折，直到有一天，選某個人相濡以沫。

13。當看破一切的時候，才知道，原來失去比擁有更踏實。

14。有一個人，教會你怎樣去愛了，但是，他卻不愛你了。

15。與其到處找藉口，不如直接說一句我不愛了。

16。沒有他我不會不習慣，因為我從來沒有習慣擁有他。

17。忘記那個人，不如忘記自己，告訴自己，不是怕他忘記，而是怕他有一天重新把你想起。
歲月帶走的是記憶，但回憶會越來越清晰。
真的有一天，他回過頭來告訴你，他一直在惦記你，千萬不要相信，
因為，他已經不是原來的他，而你，也不再是過去的你。

18。我再也不會奮不顧身的去愛一個人了，哪怕是你。

19。我心裡一直有你，只是比例變了而已。

20。現在終於到了要分別的時候，他比我先走，我反而覺得有點欣慰。
這樣的悲傷，遲早會讓我們其中一個人單獨體會，就讓我來承擔好了。

21。望著你離開的背影，我告訴自己要堅強，不哭，是因為愛你，更是因為懂你。

22。我們都這樣離散在歲月的風裡，回過頭去，卻看不到曾經在一起的痕跡，
儘管，曾今那麼用力的在一起過。

23。轉彎只為遇見你，卻忘記了，你也會轉彎。

24。總以為，在最初的地方，有一個最原來的我，就也會有一個最原來的你。

25。你有新歡了，我連舊愛都不是。

26。也許有一天，你回頭了，而我卻早已，不在那個路口。

27。結局和過程都有了，再去糾纏，連自己都覺得貪婪

28。忘記你，是為了證明我可以忘記你。

29。撕心裂肺的挽留，不過是心有不甘的表現。

30。第一次的愛，始終無法輕描淡寫。

31。沒有什麼忘不了的，總會在以後的時間忘了你，
先忘了你的樣子，再忘了你的聲音，忘了你說過的話，現在不行，以後也可以。

32。似乎等待了一百年，忽然明白，即使再見面，成熟的表演，不如不見。

33。我知道，忘記是件輕鬆的事情，只要不看著，不想著，不記著，就忘記了，
就像，煙火過後的天空。

說得好美。。。但是做不做得到。。。

loves.

travel..

2012-01-14T12:34:00.000+08:00

Tired...been travelling around for so many days.
Finally going back home.
It's not easy,cleaning house,mopping floor for ah gong..
Never leave urself to grow old alone.
With ur life partner,together u grow old.clean the house,cook,work,travel...

Im probably traditional.but that's how i see old age...

Had so much nice food.haha.
Time to stop till chinese new year...XD
"If u were here" still keep appearing in my mind
dun know why but still wish u had what i had...
Hahaha...
Yeayeayea.....

On the way back home...
On the high way...
Rmb how u speeeeeeed back home. But i was slping.hahaha
Same situation.
Eeeek.

Going back for the president vote!
Guess who will i vote for!XD
First time voting...kinda excited!;D
love.

another day

2012-01-06T23:21:00.000+08:00

Sometimes i think that if i were in singapore, everything would be fine
I cant ask you how much u could do,but i can ask myself...
Seen many couples,den i realise,it's important to be together...
literally side by side...? but i dont know now...
不知道你在想什麼真的讓我很痛苦。
If i could read only one person's mind,i would read urs...
I should probably stop.
Cuz i know u will never try again....right?:(

loves.

心。

2012-01-04T22:25:00.001+08:00

我都幫你說好話。。。
因爲我知道你的好。。。
但是不要故意讓自己是壞人好嗎？

跟阿姨聊天就是不一樣。。。我們能溝通。
說了很多可是越說我越傷心，爲什麽當初我不早一點說。。。
我真的很傷心。我真的很想哭。

一直想
如果你知道就好。。。
如果你了解就好。。。
如果你看到了，聽到了我們所說的話，就好。
因爲沒有你想得那麽不好。。。
可能，你根本不在乎，這一切都只是你的藉口。
是我，一直在為我們找答案。。。

唉。。。

你真的笨。
讓我又愛又恨的有時候。。。

loves.

JAYCHOU 超時代演唱會2011 18/12/2011

2012-01-04T10:24:00.001+08:00

JAYCHOU 超時代演唱會2011

高雄場

第一次看演唱會竟然是周傑倫的。而且還有媒體証哦！XD

太HIGH了吧！:D

not yet uploaded Jay's concert pictures.

sooooooon~

no pictures seen on my blog for a long time.

來一張吧！哈哈。

loves.

我不要了....還不可以？:(

2012-01-04T10:04:00.000+08:00

可能跟你有仇吧.
每天都到我的夢裏來報到...
do i have to dream of you even if it's just you withdrawing money?=.=

是說，當時還有幾個美女，你被吸引過去了.
好啊！就過去阿！！！！你這個豬八戒... @&$*(@^$(&!

哈哈哈哈
跟自己的夢過不去是怎麽樣...我不懂啦~~ =.=

是你想我太多還是我想你太多啊....
哈哈哈.

你說你會打電話過來但是沒有...
我在期待什麽...是吧.. :(
不想理你了...
就這樣吧！
hmph. :(

你不要了.....
那現在.... 我也不要了....還不可以嗎? :(

loves.

沒什麽心情

2012-01-03T00:16:00.001+08:00

今天沒什麽心情。。。你這個豬頭。。。。笨蛋你！:(

想要跟你過新年。。。

2012-01-01T22:23:00.001+08:00

聽到你一個人看煙火突然好傷心哦~
還故意騙我，跟誰跑出去過夜了。。。:(

為什麼你要強顏歡笑？
好想念你溫柔的對我說話。
請你不要對我像個外人好嗎？
不要生氣了。。。不要再生她的氣了。。好嗎？

loves.

夢太多。。。

2011-12-31T19:08:00.004+08:00

我夢到你了。。。你生氣了。
不知道為什麼你不小心把我送你的錢包掉在地上了。
因為你生我的氣了，所以你沒有撿回去。
我看到了，很傷心，但是還是決定幫你撿回去，還給你。。。

不知道這是一個什麼樣的夢。。
但是我把錢包給你後，你變開心了。。你這個笨蛋。
真的像一個小孩子！
看你開心我也開心了。><
最後我抱了你。。。總覺得我還能感受到你的體溫。。。
到底要我怎麼樣。。。
我自己也搞不清楚了。。。

菩薩被我掉在地上缺了一腳，不能用了。。。
真的好傷心~真的很氣我自己。
不知道自己心裏怎麼想。

更氣的是，我不知道你怎麼想，因為你不說實話。
可能你說了實話，是我。。。不想承認。唉。。。。

如果真的不再愛我了，如果真的真的真的，不可以了。
你讓我死了這條心吧，對我殘酷一點吧。
把我傷得更徹底一點啊。
讓我能夠從此不再想你，也不為你再哭了。。。好嗎？

唉。。。怎麼辦啊我~ :(

loves.

我真很沒用。。。

2011-12-19T15:29:00.000+08:00

lost my watch!!T________T
我又哭了Haiz.
Sometimes i really doubt if im really useful to the society.
My only bday present from my dad...and i bloody lost it..
真的很傷心。。
Should be beaten to death when i get home.
Such an asshole i am........!!!T________T:'(
B...:(
i lost it...Lost it lost it...:'(:'(
I cant find it....... :'(
我真的很沒用。。。我知道。

DRIVE DRIVE :)

2011-12-18T00:20:00.003+08:00

been driving the whole day.
my cousin have been a lousy live GPS.
LOL

holding one in her hand and many time we have to make U-TURNS,cuz we went too far!
TSK. hahahaha.

but lucky it's her,so i dun have much stress driving.
the motorists are seriously taking over the lane for the cars!!!
but i guess driving at a moderate speed (which means cars behind me wanting to overtake me) makes everything safer. XD

getting better after today's drive!
im goooooooood! :p

feel happy today.
i can drive around,where ever i want. more freedom.
but it would be better if i knew my way.
so i wont get lost all the time and had to keep looking for direction~ hhaa.
but i took it like a tour around kaohsiung. hehe.

and a friend contacted me today.
didnt say much, just a word, made my day.
cuz i know my friend was thinking of me.
(maybe not,but made me feel that way... and im happy that way....)

:)
thank you... tyl.

loves.

everyday hoping for a nice dream...

2011-12-16T23:15:00.005+08:00

lost my way in my own country. hahaha.
i should start motoring around early in the morning around my area. ><
so that i can actually go out next time alone and not bring my family with me.

getting cold these few days.
need a warm hand to hold me tight.

*tuck into my blanket....
*off the light
*kiss goodnight <3

loves.

是好還是壞。

2011-12-16T23:08:00.005+08:00

最近還真是一直夢到你。
夢到你想回我的簡訊。。跟你回給我的簡訊是不一樣的
當然實際上我沒有收到，但在夢裏收到了。
我笨笨的覺得那夢裏是你想說的真心話。。。

你是不是真的有話想要對我說啊？
為什麼要故意對我那麼不好。。。。。
真的很受傷。
就不能坦白面對嗎？
可能是我想太多了。。。。

最近的夢還都是這樣的。
已經好幾個晚上了。
為什麼都是你。。。

loves.

還是想到你。。。。

2011-12-14T00:32:00.005+08:00

哭了。。。。

因為阿嬤的手淤青了
我看到我忍不住哭了。。。
感覺沒好好對阿嬤。
他受傷了，還被說得很大聲，我心疼她~~
他一直說不痛不痛，沒事情。
我更難過。。

阿嬤會這樣是不是我害的，以前不懂事，我搶了他的皮帶把他藏起來，他還哭了。
現在想起來，好不應該哦~ 我好傷心，不該對她這樣。。。
現在更應該對她好好的。。。
其實很可愛的阿嫲~~
只是偶爾讓人生氣。。。。
很想抱抱他。。明天就抱！

又跟媽媽吵架了。

還很大聲

不是委屈。

就是。。。。很傷心
為什麼要這樣的方式來對待？
要找個人緩緩也沒有。。。。

就想到你了。

我找誰來靠？
沒有人啊~
多傷心。。。。。就哭了。
你在就好了，會抱抱我哄我，現在不會了，但是還是想了一下。
淚就不停的流。。。
為什麼還是先想到你。。。

好難過哦~

loves.

愛你好難。。。

2011-12-02T11:08:00.003+08:00

yuanlaiwohaiaininamenanshuochukou.
原來我還愛你那麽難說出口

i am honest with my heart and i dont want to lie to it anymore.
i still do.

but if you dont, i will let it go.....again.

im just giving myself another chance.

loves.

永遠

2011-12-02T10:36:00.004+08:00

如果你不想愛了~
我不會勉強。。。。。

我可以做到的, 再次把你放下。。。
因爲你早就決定沒有我。

笨笨的等待我知道沒有用了。。。
還是會傷心。我的心還是會痛，我想到就不停地流淚。
原來我還在乎。。。
很想給你一個擁抱，但是被你拒絕了。
真是受傷。還第一次被拒絕擁抱。。。。。。哈哈

你不是十全十美，是我把你看得太好了。
因爲我願意陪在你身邊，希望能夠感動你。
我也不是十全十美，但是你決定不包容我的缺點，應該就是不愛了。
所以我領悟了。
就算你決定把你心裏真正的感受，都留在心裏不說出來。
那我也不會勉強你，因爲我知道你的固執。
你的決定。。。誰都不能改變。

你的一些舉動想讓我愛又不愛的。。。好難受。

朋友說
我還年輕，再往外面看看一定會看到更適合我的。
你和我有一段美好的回憶。
你也還會是我最貼心的朋友。

但是我不知道還能夠忍受多久，說是怎麼說了，但是心，怎麼了？
互相的倔強，固執。等待著另一方先說。
先說就輸了嗎？有時候我不懂。。
面子問題吧。。。哈哈
今天聽到了一句話：女生還是要要會主動的讓男生有愛的感覺，不然男生疲乏了，
感情就出問題了。原來我就是還不夠主動，不過感覺一切都已經太晚了。

loves.

你

2011-11-29T13:26:00.000+08:00

我真的很開心~~~

謝謝你。

loves.

原來。。。。

2011-11-29T00:16:00.002+08:00

原來我還是會心痛。。

看了電影那些年我們一起追的女孩。。
那一段，男孩舉辦了一場打架比賽，女孩哭了。。。
男孩生氣離開了~~ 但是又回來了。。跟她說對不起~~

好感動哦~~

那是曾經。。。
原來我是那麽愛他。
但是他呢？

原來我還是會心痛。。。

當我發現他可能誤會我了。。。
我好傷心。
就像當初事情怎麽覺得都好像是一場誤會。。。。
還是那麽心痛。。
怎麽辦。 :(

love.

心情

2011-11-27T00:13:00.003+08:00

back to writing blogs?
haha.

havent been writing for a long time.......
this whole year... wasnt as good as i thought it would be... i think.
but i tried.

complicated feeling these few days....
why is my life just like that?
so depressed.
feel so sad.

i keep thinking what am i capable of.
not good with this not good with that.
just alright with this and just alright with that.
what can i do?

thinking much about my future now i dont know what am i seeing....
like they say.......
計劃永遠趕不上變化.......
so many changes all happens in one year....
i thought i could handle them.....
im not sure if i did.
i know i dont quit, i persist!
but the first time in my life..... i think about quitting for a second or two.
why?
just not sure about anything now.
cant force myself to smile anymore. :(
den i realise... im tired already.

i thought i got over it....

some things just keeps appearing in my mind.
cant settle them.
i dont know how.

i need somebody to talk to.
but where do i start?

love.

我的秘密

2011-09-08T19:16:00.003+08:00

我的秘密 MySecret

作曲：G.E.M.
填詞：G.E.M.
編曲：Lupo Groinig
監製：Lupo Groinig

最近一直很好心情　不知道什麼原因
我現在這一種心情　我想要唱給你聽

看著窗外的小星星　心裡想著我的秘密
算不算愛我不太確定　我只知道我在想你

我們之間的距離好像忽遠又忽近
你明明不在我身邊我卻覺得很親
Ha~ 有一種感覺我想說明
我心裡的祕密　是你給的甜蜜

我們之間的距離好像一點點靠近
是不是你對我也有一種特殊感情
Ha~ 我猶豫要不要告訴你
我心裡的秘密　是我好像喜歡了你

夜裡陪著我的聲音　就算沙了也動聽
這一種累了的聲音　是最溫柔的証明
(你是我　你是我的秘密)
(我一直偷偷想著你)
(你是我心裡的秘密)
我們之間的距離好像忽遠又忽近
你明明不在我身邊我卻覺得很親
Ha~ 有一種感覺我想說明
我心裡的祕密　是你給的甜蜜

我們之間的距離好像一點點靠近
是不是你對我也有一種特殊感情
Ha~ 我猶豫要不要告訴你
我心裡的秘密　是我好像喜歡了你

這模糊的關係　是莫明的美麗

我們之間的距離好像忽遠又忽近
你明明不在我身邊我卻覺得很親
Ha~ 這一刻我真的想說明
我心裡的祕密　是你給的甜蜜

我們之間的距離每天一點點靠近
這是種別人無法理解的特殊感情
Ha~ 我要讓全世界都清晰
我心裡的秘密　是我會一直深愛著你　深愛著你

love.
我心裡的秘密　是我好像喜歡了你

想妳，卻不打擾妳，是因為太愛妳

2011-09-01T20:43:00.000+08:00

我害怕打擾你~

想妳，卻不打擾妳，是因為太愛妳
love.

我要轉念!

2011-08-29T00:06:00.002+08:00

煩~
不知道在煩什麽...

哈哈哈
我竟然會因爲一個動作,讓我想很多
不是, 是一句話... 讓我想很多
可是身旁的人又說很多讓我想更多
媽呀!
太累了吧!

哈哈哈

結果發現，如果沒有那個複雜的心就不會想太多
就會正常多一點!XD

好!

我要轉念! ><
一切都悔恢復正常! :)
可是我很開心可以這樣默默地..... 哈哈哈哈 (白痴)

love.

内心的小掙扎

2011-08-21T22:30:00.003+08:00

很多人怕被愛情傷害，怕受傷。
可是又不能沒有它。
因爲還是會想要啊~哈哈

以前沒有但是現在漸漸有。。。 O.O

太可怕了我，竟然會有那股衝動啊 ><
不行不行不行！
受傷的會是自己
是的！自己！

對我好我受不了
對我不好我也受不了

真是麻煩

爲什麽内心那麽的複雜。
就都不能簡單一點?

要就要不要就不要
有就有沒有就沒有

是不難但是...
而且...

我可能已經有漏出馬腳了哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈
完蛋了！丟臉！不行！！！！！！！！！><

算了。
都這樣了！日後就改進！不要就好了！><

不要想太多 ><
是沒有希望的！！！！！！！！！！恩。
就這樣。哈哈

好!

說出來好！

是我的問題。
是我把話放大來看了
是我心術不正！><
你不是那種意思哈哈

我看懂我也聼懂！

好！
晚安！><

loves.

甜蜜。。。

2011-08-10T21:33:00.002+08:00

很多女人常說男人的話不能信，誰都能靠的住，就是男人靠不住之類的話，很可悲只能說你沒有遇到好男人，或者說，根本不了解男人。一個男人如果真的愛你的話，就一定會做出下面這些事：

一、願意為你掏錢
錢，在感情生活中不是最重要的，但是是必須的。一個男人如果是真的愛你的話，就不會為你去計算錢，只要你需要的合理，有能力支付，就一定不會不答應。因為在他心裡，連你都是他的了，為什麼還不能給你花錢？

二、願意聽你訴苦
女人常常會有很多的不開心事情。在男人看來很多只是很小的事情，甚至不值得去在乎。一個愛你的男人，會希望了解到你在想什麼，會願意聽你的訴苦，聽完你很多的話後，再發表下評論，安慰下你。

三、願意為你讓自己受苦
年輕的男人，大多數是愛拼搏的，自己苦一點，累一點，沒有關係，經濟條件有限的人，會自己減少開支，來付出在感情上，有能力的人，則會在做每一件事的時候，都在考慮關於你的未來。自己吃飯的時候，會在想你有沒有吃，自己在娛樂的時候，總會想到要是能把你帶去就好了，自己在開心的時候，總會想到你這時候會是怎樣的心情，總之不管自己處於什麼狀態，都會想到你。

四、願意為你收場
兩個人在一起吃飯，常常女生最後都會說吃不下了，愛你的男人，會情願幫你的吃完剩下的。現在這個年齡的男人，大多數在家裡是被當著寶貝養大的，一直都是家人付出，自己享受，如果真的很愛一個人，他會放下自己，去為了愛的人。

五、在關鍵時候，總會護住你
兩個人一起逛街的時候，愛你的男人會走在靠馬路的一邊，而你則在靠馬路里面的一邊，這樣你會很安全。登山的時候，愛你的男人總會在你後面，可以保護著你向上爬。下雨的時候，總會把傘向你那邊多傾斜一點，即使自己淋濕了，也不想讓你受到一點點的雨淋。刮大風的時候，會緊緊抱住你，不讓你被風吹到……不管在什麼情況下，都願意盡量減少給你帶去的傷害。

一個好男人，是需要一個好女人好好把握的，也許你現在身邊的男人並不完美，並不是你一直所憧憬的那樣的王子般的男人，但是他只要是真心對你好的，你就應該去珍惜，一個女人對男人最大的珍惜，就是好好的去愛他，心裡只有他一個，願意和他一起去承受生活中要面對的。

好久沒有這樣的感覺了~~~
什麽時候再有啊~ 哈.
:)
love.

thank you...(:

2011-05-22T09:06:00.004+08:00

feel really warm when someone is able to talk so softly, talks into your heart...

like he sees through you....
that is the part where im wounded. that part that was never healed.
nobody can do that. never.
nobody can make me feel that way when they talk to me...
guess he really cares, truly.....
or he is just able to see it.
but still, thank you for that. (:

had a good chat too that night.
it's a long time since i got so emotional.
it's crazy. but the feeling just couldnt stop.
just keeps coming....
lucky it ended.
im glad i have that kind of friend here. (misses FTTL)

dont seems to be panicing, stressed or whatever when im outside, but the truth is....
i do. very much.
we dont wanna face what we are afraid the most.
and that is basically what im learning, to not be that way.
need time, strength and wisdom.
hang in there, stay positive all the time.

make good use of the time...
please.
not much time left.

oh and, somethings happening....MAYBE im thinking too much. ><
im gonna just look beyond that too. (:

love.

miss my mama :(

2011-05-08T20:07:00.004+08:00

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!

even though it's mother's day, i just dont seems to be able to cheer up.
wanna go back home....
miss my bed.
miss my sofa.
miss those quarreling.
miss those heart to heart chattings.
miss my small sofa.
miss my mom's room.
miss my toilet.
miss aunty belen
miss home cooked food.
miss my brother.
miss my mom.....
miss............. :(

i feel like all i have is my computer now...
all i see is the curtains, the dirty clothes i have to wash, and cockroaches. :(
nobody to disturb.
all alone back at home now.....
so lonely....

wanna go back home......

always at certain point of time, i get moody.
i dont know......

maybe it's becuz im sick now.
when i get better,things will get better........ i hope.

i need to sing. :(

love.
`it's today again...we were planning...we had plans.`

the truth...

2011-05-05T18:08:00.004+08:00

the truth always hurts.
but i rather be told earlier than to only realise it later on....
did you laughed at me looking silly, didnt know what's going on? :(
played by you.... still smile, and laughed like you love me....
why.....
what were you thinking when you knew it all along and didnt want to tell me....
i kept asking i kept asking....

and now i realised, i actually knew it all along. :(
but i didnt admit to my heart.
becuz i hope i wish i believe......

so i blocked away those imperfects.
and i choose to forgive to oversee to look beyond.

no wonder they say it takes two hands to clap.
one hand doesnt work.

that distance you wanna keep from me.
i should have realised.
i blamed it on myself, blamed it on you later on becuz i didnt realise....

how silly i was.....

i dun blame you, becuz i neglect it myself, that's why i got hurt....
i rather believe those lies, and continue believing and be happy.
i should have appreciate more when i have the chance.......

im fine, im just saying....

love.

just sometimes....

2011-05-03T09:51:00.003+08:00

just sometimes....

you wish you could have another chance, do it all over again~
and do it a different way this time.

love.

HEHE MELBOURNE.

2011-04-12T15:02:00.003+08:00

MELBOURNE HERE I COME!!!XD
WILL TAKE LOTS OF PICTURES.
WOOOHOO! ;)

miss you~ (:

love.

busy

2011-04-10T19:55:00.002+08:00

10APRIL.

URGHHHHHHHHH
BUSY BUSY BUSY.

I WAS TOO FREE NOW IM TOO BUSY. :(

NEED TO CATCH UP WITH THINGS.
BEGINNING OF THE SCHOOL, THIS SEM WAS BAD.

TAKE TIME TO LET THINGS GET BACK IN PLACE.
><

愛

2011-04-07T16:40:00.001+08:00

老公就是要找這樣，女生一定很幸福

1：無論何時何地都會很親切的叫你寶貝或者親愛的。

2：逛街時，不厭其煩的陪你逛到腳抽筋。還笑嘻嘻的關心你累不累。

3：你在身邊不抽煙。不喝酒。外出應酬也會為了你而少喝酒。

4：做的一手好菜，就是不讓你下廚房，說你做飯怎麼不好吃，其實是擔心你被油煙熏到。

5：吃完飯搶著刷碗，埋怨你洗得不干淨。其實是怕你傷到手。

6：捧著零食陪你一起看他並不喜歡的片子，一邊看一邊餵你吃零食。

7：你睡覺時，會幫你把踢掉的被子蓋好。

8：每天都會重複很多話，讓你煩。其實他只是………
為了關心笨笨的不會照顧自己的你。

9：總吵著說你這不好那不好。其實再他心裡你是最好的。

10：散步時，會和你十指相扣，牽著你過馬路。

11：每月至少和你鬧一次矛盾，目的是讓你知道。你在他的心裡有多重要。

12：願意在他父母面前說你怎麼怎麼好。

13：有一個知己，而且你熟悉。

14：常對你說：“為了我，不許不開心”

15：什麼事情都不會瞞你，包括前女友來找他。因為他相信你。

16：同樣大的年齡，你永遠比其他人開心和美麗。

17：為了不讓你做家務，要和你猜拳，你出剪子，他出布。

18：買衣服。吃飯都會會徵求你的意見。

19：閒來無事，陪你聊聊天。談你們的孩子以後叫什麼名字。

20：有愛心，會養寵物逗你開心。

21：和你朋友一起吃飯，他的表現總是讓你很自豪。

22：你做錯事情，總要和你爭論一翻然後他會道歉說“：寶貝我錯了。”

23：手機24小時開機。確保你任何時候都能找到他。

24：更喜歡默默的聆聽你的抱怨。

25：記憶力很差，但是他對你的承諾，你對他的要求他卻怎麼都不會忘記。

26：愛唱歌，即使五音不全也會為你唱你喜歡聽的歌。

27：很有上進心。

28：知道你喜歡什麼討厭什麼。

29：吵架總是他先認錯。

30：知道你和你父母的生日。

31：每天都會做好可口的早餐送到你床邊。

32：跟你父母通電話會說：“伯父（伯母）你們放心，我會好好照顧你們家寶貝的......”

33：每天睡覺前會講笑話給你聽。

34：睡的比你晚一點，醒的比你早一點。

35：從來不要求你要怎麼怎麼對他好。

36：偶爾會給你個小驚喜。

37：手機上你的號碼是第一個。

38：不管多忙都會發信息告訴你。他想你。

39：每次打電話都要求你先掛電話。

40：從來不在乎你的體重是不是增加了。

41：會在你面前撒嬌。

42：聽到你說減肥，他會做很多好吃的，然後告訴你有我在你就不需要減肥。

43：知道你化妝品的牌子。

44：會陪你哭陪你笑。

45：會買很多你愛吃的零食給你。

46：會幫你洗腳。

47：你的照片隨身帶在身上。

48：在你面前像個孩子一樣。

49：你喜歡的衣服。他會毫不猶豫的幫你買下來。

50：你的生日，情人節或者什麼紀念日總會買花給你。

51：不希望你受到一點點委屈。

52：永遠都相信你。

53：生氣時絕對不會和你吵架。

54：是個醋罈子。愛吃醋，但是絕對不會因為吃醋和你鬧不開心。

55：記得你每個月的特殊時期。

56：吵架時絕對不說“分手”二字。

57：吵架時，你說了分手他絕對會努力的哄你，因為他知道你說的是氣話。

58：成熟又不缺乏幽默。

59：有男子漢氣概但是沒有大男子主義。

60：天塌了，他會給你頂著。

61：說不清楚為什麼愛你，愛你什麼，可就是非常愛你。

62：你問他：“你能愛我永遠嗎？”他會說：“我不敢保證，但是我敢肯定的是，在我生命終結之前，我會一直這麼愛你的。”

:)
love.

happy bday tina :D

2011-04-07T08:29:00.002+08:00

HAPPPY BIRTHDAYY TINNA~ :D
alice, hsinwen, annie, tina and alice....again!hahaha. pretty picture taken by leo.

nice picture with annie :D
*ignores the ghost-like behind*
~lalala~

:D
was a crazy day. lol.
on the 2 april -3 april. :p
great.
no sleep only a little during the rides.
but was fun. haha.

love.

it's alright.....

2011-04-06T22:53:00.002+08:00

we will be fine....

it's just the matter of time....
maybe.....

i always tell myself that....

i miss those nonsense.....

love.

HAPPY BDAY ROSE AND SANDY! :D

2011-04-05T21:10:00.004+08:00

CARD I MADE FOR THEM USING FOAM BOARD. HUR. :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAYY ROSE AND SANDY! :D
PRETTY TWINSS. :)

so many things to do.
submission in less than a week. zzz

still wish i could turn back time....
so i didnt waste time on things i shouldnt.
so i didnt miss the chance that i was given.
but i learnt, didnt i?

still, it's a habit, you did it right here, but you might do it wrong there.
but im learning.
we will be fine..... i hope it's the same for you.....

love.
`hope you are fine now......`

哭了

2011-04-03T20:53:00.002+08:00

昨天自己哭了

現在覺得心情都要說出來
憋在心裏好辛苦....

別人的一句關心説到心坎裏就讓我好感動
不自覺眼淚就流下來....
心疼自己?
還是被看到了内心隱藏的世界....
是希望被了解的
被解救......

太不堅強了

但是....

偶爾也想要撒嬌,不想要那麽勇敢.....

誰會明白啊.....

stomach flu...
damnit.
scars on my hand...
damnit.
frog in my room...
damnit.
cockroach running around...
damnit too.
so many work but no mood to do...
damnit damnit damnit. :(
i need to buck up.
one more chance.
do it.
that's your only choice.
DAMNIT.
freaking start doing work!!

ok.
things will get better.
i will cheer up. (:

love.

hey you.... :(

2011-04-02T18:37:00.000+08:00

hey you... :(
stupid. :(
suddenly...........

:(

LOVE.

蔡健雅 - 抛物线

2011-04-01T22:27:00.003+08:00

蔡健雅 - 抛物线

我确实说我这样说我不在乎结果
我对你说我有把握成功例子好多
人们虚假又造作总爱得不温不火
我们用真心就不会有差错
我没想过我会难过你竟然离开我

爱沿着拋物线离幸福总降落得差一点
流着血心跳却不曾被心痛消灭真真切切
青春的拋物线把未来始于相遇的地点
至高后才了解世上月圆月缺只是错觉

我好想说我只想说我不要这后果
可是你说相对来说走开是种解脱
当初亲密的动作变成当下的闪躲
感情的过程出了什么差错
我没想过我会难过你终于离开我

爱沿着拋物线离幸福总降落得差一点
流着血心跳却不曾被心痛消灭真真切切
青春的拋物线把未来始于相遇的地点
至高后才了解世上月圆月缺只是错觉

爱沿着拋物线离幸福总降落得差一点
流着血心跳却不曾被心痛消灭真真切切
青春的拋物线把未来始于相遇的地点
至高后才了解世上月圆月缺只是错觉
至高后才了解世上月圆月缺只是错觉
只是错觉

love this song.....
and today is a happy day for me :D
kind max compliment my singing~~ XD

max: Miss the times u sang Tanya songs.I must admit u were awesome!

me: Hahahaha!serious max!haven't sing with u for a long time.I'm learning this new song!!so nice~~~♥ haha.

max: Yes I meant it news!!!
I like Tanya anyway so to really earn my praise abt someone singing my idol song well really has a lot of credentials.

made my day. (:
thanks max. :D
i will keep practicing though...

awwww. love singing~~~
><
can really cheered me up! :D

LOVE.

當你離開的時候............

2011-04-01T14:25:00.005+08:00

整個世界開始崩解了
當你離開的時候.....

當你離開的時候

我只能低著頭發呆
讓回憶滲透腦袋漸漸變空白
我把它當作個意外
但內心還想不開以爲我明白其實你都還在

我想起了遇見你的時候想起你眼神中的溫柔
我想起了我們第一次牽手我閉上眼
想起當時你懷裡的顫抖似乎那麽害怕失去我
然而到後來我什麼都沒有當你離開的時候

我可以裝作已釋懷
他對我也算關懷他看不出來
我知道這樣不應該在他身上找依賴
算不算是種出賣因爲你一直在

我想起了遇見你的時候想起你眼神中的溫柔
我想起了我們第一次牽手我閉上眼
想起當時你懷裡的顫抖似乎那麽害怕失去我
然而到後來我什麼都沒有當你離開的時候

我想起你親吻我的時候想起你眼神中的沉默
我想起了我們平靜的分手我閉上眼
想起當時你美麗的承諾把你整個心都交給我
然而到後來我什麼都沒有

越是沒有你越是心痛
我想起了遇見你的時候想起你眼神中的溫柔
我想起了我們第一次牽手我閉上眼
想起當時你懷裡的顫抖似乎那麽害怕失去我
然而到後來我什麼都沒有當你離開的時候

LOVE

sing along with me...

2011-03-28T17:54:00.000+08:00

sang many songs today.
i love how i think i improved.
XD

not perfect cuz nobody is.
just wanna sing for all i can.
while i still can.
it's when im most confident with.

cuz i know where i stand.
not the best but good enough for me to feel better....

i can be better.

(:

wanna eat......

2011-03-27T22:38:00.005+08:00

HUNGRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!

but URGH.
need to set my diet right!!

eat too late for lunch = not hungry for dinner and hungry during midnight!! T_T
i should slp.
so the hunger doesnt hunt me! XD

yay. :p
narcissistic
♥

needa hug...

2011-03-27T19:43:00.003+08:00

sweet... haha.
miss it.

need a hug from someone.......

guessed i've already moved on.
u have your reasons for your choices.......

miss it much, but den i guess i dont need to have it.
maybe that's ur point.
i dont know.

but it's ok....
that period where it's not ok......is gone.
not sure if it will come back again but at least im able to smile now.

(:

我是在跟你說...........

2011-03-23T21:41:00.000+08:00

男生主動一點

女生是被動的......

LOVE.

six feet from the edge

2011-03-23T19:33:00.000+08:00

Six feet from the edge - CREED

Please come love
I think I'm falling
Holding on to all I think is safe
It seems I've found the road to no where
And i'm trying to escape
I yelled back when I heard thunder
But I'm down to one last breath
And with it let me say
Let me say...

CHORUS
Hold me now
I'm 6 feet from the edge
And I'm thinkin
Maybe 6 feet ain't so far down

I'm lookin down
Now that its over
Reflecting on all of my mistakes
I thought I found the road to somewhere
Somewhere in His grace
I cried out
Heaven save me
But I'm down to one last breath
And with it let me say
Let me say
Let me say..

(CHORUS)

Hold me now
I'm 6 feet from the edge
And I'm thinkin
Maybe 6 feet ain't so far down
(repeat)

I'm so far down
Sad eyes follow me
Well I still believe there's something there for me
So please come stay with me
Cause I still believe there's something left for you and me...
you an me...you and me

Hold me now
I'm 6 feet from the edge
And I'm thinkin

Hold me now
I'm 6 feet from the edge
And I'm thinkin
Maybe 6 feet ain't so far down....
(repeat)

Please come now
I think I'm falling
Holding on to all I think is safe...

happy birthday brother. ♥

2011-03-22T14:46:00.000+08:00

HAPPPY 20th BIRTHDAYY BROTHERRR!!

i love him so much.
can always depend on him.
he doesnt talk much.
but he always silently supports me.....
that's what touched me. :)

and that is all i need..
once in awhile a heart to heart talk with him makes me happy.
simple things makes me happy.
i dun ask for any fanciful things.
just a true and pure heart.

BROTHER!
have your best bday.
as i can see,he's having all his fun with his friends!
and i realised he's got so many friends!:D
such a lovable boy hahaha!
thought he was just a emo guy. :p
hahaha.
♥

URGH.
miss him so much.

stay healthy
stay handsome
stay strong!:D

always there for you too! ♥

LOVE.

:\

2011-03-21T21:04:00.003+08:00

woke up this morning.
went off in a rush.
cuz housemate able to drop me off at bus stop.

ran off in a rush forgot my phone before i got off.
but housemate in a rush couldnt expect her to go back round and take my phone.
drop off and den in a dilemma whether to walk back and get it.

why....

why cant i just live without the phone.
why....
feel really depressed.
feel like i dun want to but smth keeps asking me to go back and get it.
just in case i might receive a msg or an impt call....

i think too highly of myself.
who's gonna call....
who's gonna msg....

if i knew....
i would have just left it there....
:(

was perspiring all the way, running back to get my phone.
catching my bus.
what a weather today :(

if only i knew.....
if only i could just leave it.....

i took some times when i was back in tw....
i learnt.
why dragged me back.....

i had company with me to go thru that period.
why now again....
why when i dun have my family with me to go thru it with me.....
why so selfish?
why.....

i keep thinking.
feel really sad...
:(

but guess i knew it all along....
just pretend and accept it. silly me.
willingly......

all i want was ever so simple....
honest heart.... not appreciated...

what did you pray for when you go to the temple? :(
haiz...

slpyhead.
wanna slp.....

moodless.
i will cheer up soon!

housemate not in the mood.
i am not too....
everything not in place. but still surviving....
had magnum today.
it okay........ :(

ciaoz.

out of my control.....

2011-03-20T21:34:00.004+08:00

i actually miss those days when the only thing i do is laugh like hell.

am i aging?
dun wan to grow old so fast to start worrying for shit stuffs. :(

you made me fall so hard......

阿姨。。媽媽。。弟弟。。竟然沒人知道。。。。。

`out of control.

it's no difference.....

2011-03-20T18:03:00.002+08:00

have been sleeping late these few days.
woke up with swollen eyes today...
lol.
look like WEIRD. :\

so many things on hand to do but just no mood to do....
music accompanying me...

should start changing my lifestyle.
waking up early or smth.

have been raining these few days....
it's like even the sky is moody.

feel bad actually.
:(

wanted to end with a sigh.
but den i realise, i shouldnt....

need something to cheer me up.
but when i am all alone....
i wish the smile i purposely put on my face will brighten things up.
(:

愛了就知道

2011-03-20T12:01:00.001+08:00

愛了就知道
作詞：姚若龍　作曲：Joon-Shin Yoon　編曲：Keith Stuart/詹凌駕　演唱：戴愛玲

睡的不多　可是夢卻好多　有什麼緊緊塞在我的胸口
像酸甜的蘋果　又像會飛的氣球　我常常想你想到淚流

每天不同　這關係太難受　偶爾像情人又像是好朋友
心懸在半空裡　面帶著微笑憂愁　會安全降落或摔得很疼痛

感情被懂得是一種幸福　等待著被懂得是一種孤獨
越來越不能忍受你的曖昧模糊　我要我要我們都一樣的投入

不必先禱告　愛了就知道　一用了真感情　會留下回憶變成美好
不想管警告　愛了就知道　感受所有的過程才重要
身為男人你不要　比我膽子還要小　有感覺就該讓我知道

You you you you

2011-03-20T00:02:00.004+08:00

Baby...
I cried again.....
Heart pain.
Can't sleep

I dun understand...
Dun understand

I dun expect anything in return
just can't control myself tonight...
If ever there's nothing else we have to consider....
I want to be with you forever..
I can totally imagined it.

Whatever is bothering you...cheerup then.
Duno is not an answer...
If u dun know there's no reason why u have to be sad

maybe caring too much will hurt myself,
what shld I do...

loves.

love this picture ♥

2011-03-14T19:53:00.003+08:00

first departure to brisbane.
my lovely ladies and friends....

you were frowning.... make me couldnt leave you. but i still have to...

cried on the plane though.
so difficult to cry silently. haaha.
eee. we were skinnier then compared to earlier.
haha.
now go back to then... would be the best.
if only we can turn back time....
il treasure it....
once more.

♥

sometimess

2011-03-14T17:24:00.003+08:00

sometimes i just dont know why do i have to be so brave...

act like im strong.
sometimes, it's just not what it seems........

papa

2011-03-14T17:21:00.001+08:00

miss papa....

maybe he is in china now....

will always care......

2011-03-07T23:32:00.002+08:00

and den i realise.....
im willing to do anything for you.

are you?

thanks for telling me what's in ur mind...

even if you think we were not meant to be
or whatever you are not telling me....or you told me everything....

i still care....

as a lover or as a friend...........

love. x

speechless.

2011-03-05T19:40:00.002+08:00

my regret...
not be able to go island with you.....

there should be other chances.....
but im not sure now.

love.

:((

2011-03-05T15:54:00.001+08:00

im just angry..........

i dun hate you.

i give up......

2011-03-05T13:00:00.002+08:00

IM JUST A BLOODY KID.

HATE EVERYTHING.
HATE YOU I HATE HER I HATEEEEEE!!!

DO NOT IMPOSE ON OTHERS WHAT YOU YOURSELF DO NOT DESIRE.

what century is this already.
i have a choice.
i chose it myself.

I BLOOOOOODY WANTED TO DO IT FOR YOU.
WHY DO YOU WANT TO DO THIS TO ME.
YOU DONT UNDERSTAND RIGHT?

DONT GO THE EASY WAY.
FREAKING BLOOODY WORK FOR IT TO EARN IT.
IRONICLY, YOU ONLY KNOW THIS FOR YOUR WORK.
THERE IS FREAKING MORE THAN ONE BLOODY WAY TO UR SUCCESS.

BUT THE ONLY WAY YOU CAN THINK OF IS RUNNING AWAY FROM IT.
ASK YOUR MOM.

JUST SCREW EVERYBODY.
I GIVE UP

after i calm down..
i choose not to think this way.
maybe that's why we are not meant to be.
you dont love me enough to want to keep me.
it's not about anybody else.
you cant do it for me.
that's all.
maybe that's your feeling.
cuz i didnt know anything
FUCK. what did i know anyway.
IM JUST A BLOODY KID.
i have to let it go if that's what you want.....
dun wanna fight.
dun wanna quarrel.
I BLOODY DUN WANT ANYTHING!
to get what i want, i need to tolerate PUNCHES in my heart.
dun want any of it.

whatever ok.
do as you are happy.
no stress.

den i realise.
i still dun hate you.
you have your reasons.
i understand.
i just got hurt.
badly.
hospitalised.
that's all.....no big deal.

many couples lost to the distance ...

2011-03-05T10:54:00.004+08:00

很多情侶，都敗給了距離
many couples lost to the distance ......

1、短信听不到语气，电话看不到表情。
其实我没生气，你当真了；我在笑呢，你看不到吧；
我哭了呢，抱着手机哭倦了睡过又醒了，你在忙吗 ?
no tones coming out from messages, cant see no expressions from phone calls.
i wasnt angry but you took it seriously; im laughing, but you cant see it;
i cried, hugged my phone, fall aslp and woke up, were you busy?

2、共同语言。
如果两个人在一起，两个人的交往圈会融为共同的圈子，话题永远都在更新。
而不在一起的两个人，对彼此身边的环境都会因陌生而逐渐失去兴趣。
慢慢的，能说的话只有空洞的 ‘我想你’ 。
我在努力找话题呢，不要回信说 ‘哦、嗯、好’ 了好吗 ?
same language.
if two person were together, their cirlces will gradually becomes the same, always changing new topics.
if two werent together, soon the environment around will seems strange and soon lose interest.
slowly, all we can say is i miss you.. :(
im trying to look for a topic here, dont reply "oh, ok, can, yes." okay?

3、沒安全感。
看了10次手机了，你还是没有回信。
你在哪、和谁、在干什么 ?
刚刚拒绝了别人的好意，却禁不住想，
你身边的莺莺燕燕，一如我身边的花花草草吗 ?
checked my phone 10 times, there's still no reply.
where are you, with who, doing what?

4、远水不救近火。
我这里下雨了，来送伞的是同学的弟弟；
我吃饭忘带钱了，来解围的是朋友的朋友。
原来你不吭声是因为你生病了，
可我再担忧，也不能在你身边端一杯水…
it's raining here, a friend's brother sent me an umbrella;
i forgot my money during lunch, a friend's friend came to the rescue.
so i now i know why you didnt talk, it's because you are sick,
but no matter how much im worried about you, i cant even be there to pour you a glass of water..... :(

5、距离产生幻觉。
其实我有些小虚荣，照片有时候修掉了眼袋才给你看；
其实你有些小自负，认定了的事情就以为自己一定对。
为了大老远的爱你，我拒绝接受身边一切说你不好的言论，什么都往好的方向想。
你也是吧 ?
其实我们都不是对方想象的那样好……
to love you from far away, i rejected every bad comment said, look at a brighter side for everything. you too right?
actually we are not as good as what each other think?

6、距离产生误会。
我兴冲冲地发短信给你讲刚刚的趣事，你隔了半天说 ‘噢’，
我不知道你在忙的嘛，所以我生闷气了。
你给我发了八条短信两个电话我也没回，愤怒得嗷嗷直叫，
我在做上课呢，手机调振动了的嘛。
其实我们都知道对方不是故意的，但情绪来了，总需要宣泄的。
i excitedly send you a message to tell you about something exciting, you replied, oh after a long while.
im not sure what you are busy with, so i sulked.
actually we know we didnt meant it that way, but when the emotion comes, we have to vent our anger somewhere.

7、善意的谎言。
我碰巧和相熟的男生去看电影了，想了想，对你说和女生去的。
你独自去了我们约好要一起去的地方，犹豫再三，对我说你哪都没去。
不愿让对方多想，却因为偶尔的疏忽，让对方想得更多。
we do not wan each other to think too much, but because of occasional negligence, we let each other think even more.

8、寂寞。
一个人不寂寞，想念一个人才寂寞。
你说，来，抱抱。于是我把自己裹在被窝里，闭上眼，恩，抱抱。
一个人站在夜空下时，你会抬头看月亮吗 ?
it is not lonely being alone, thinking of someone is lonely.
you said, come, hug me. so i hide myself in my blanket, close my eyes, yes i hugged you.
when you are standing under the dark sky, would you raise your head to look at the moon?

9、信念坍塌。
我看到身边一对一对的，男生帮女生打开水送饭，
在宿舍楼下卿卿我我，周末还能一起爬山，
没忍住就对在地图对角线上的你发牢骚，
其实是想听你的鼓励，想听听你的安慰，你的一个电话就能让我安心。
可也许刚刚好你接到朋友异地恋分手倾诉的电话，
那么容易就把自己带入了戏，无心的抱怨雪上加霜。
有时候折腾一下，只为了证明自己的重要性。
哪知脆弱基础上的高楼只须多压上一根头发的重量，也许就崩溃了。
i watched every couple around me, girls get meal delivery from the guys.
affectionate under school hostels, hiking on weekends,
and you start to grumble when you cant control yourself,
all i want was your encouragement, your console, one phone call of yourswould make me feel safe.
but maybe just at that same moment, you received a friend's overseas call complaining about his broke up.
easily brought your emotion into drama, a heartless complaint make it worst.
sometimes just a little toss, just to prove your importance.
but nobody knows that maybe just one more strand of hair, the high rise building on this weak foundation, would just collapse.... :(

10、你的真心。
人心隔肚皮，更何况我们还隔着千山万水。
男生永远无法理解女生为什么需要浓浓的表达爱意，
正如我永远不知道你为何可以那样轻轻的表明心意。
our heart is just separated by our belly. moreover we are separated thousands of miles away.
guys would never understand why girls need deep affections.
likewise, girls will never know why guys can lightly declare their mind....

didnt know it would hurt so much........

最幸福的女人

2011-03-03T22:09:00.002+08:00

讓自己老婆成為世界上最幸福的女人

1 經常親吻她，趁她不註意
often kiss her when she's not paying attention.
2 過馬路時牽她的手。即使吵架。♥
still hold her hands when crossing the road. even though you had a fight with her.
3 一定要有屬於你們自己的房子，即使不大。
you must have your own house, even if it is small.
4 一起聽她喜歡的歌和她愛看的電影，陪她感動。♥
listen to her favourite song, watch her favourite movie... with her.
5 讓她躺在你的腿上，可以撫摸她的頭發。♥
let her lie of your tight, so you can touch her hair.
6 她洗澡的時候唱歌給她聽，讓她不覺得悶。
sing a song for her when she is showering, so she doesnt get bored.
7 哄她吃她不愛吃但有營養的食物。
coax her to eat nutritious food that she doesnt like
8 生活中一定要有一套情侶裝不管衣服鞋子手機吊繩還是首飾。
there must be at least a set of couples tee, shoes, handphone accessories or other accessories.
9 當她很累時給她捏捏肩，捏捏腳，然後撓她腳心逗她開心。♥
massage her shoulders massage her legs when she is tired.... tickle her feet to make her happy.
10 偷偷錄下她走來走去和睡覺的樣子。不管她耍賴還是威脅就是不刪。♥
secretly video the way she sleeps, the ways she walks. never delete them even though she threatens you.
11 沒有理由的抱抱她。♥
hug her for no reasons at all....
12 她寫的東西我一定用心的看，讀懂內心的那個她。
feel what she writes. read with your heart to understand the person inside her....
13 周末為她做她喜歡吃的東西，然後散步。
make her favourite food during weekends and then take a stroll...
14 在大天廣眾之下背她或停下來擁抱她。
piggyback her or stopped to hug her in public.
15 在街上走的時候不會離她超過1米遠的距離即使你們吵架了。♥
even though you had a fight with her, you will never be more than a metre away from her...
16 進餐廳的門或出圖書館的時候一定為她拉門讓她先走。
open the door for her....into restaurants or out of a library.
17 陪她買菜殺價，她做飯你做湯。
go to the market with her, she cook dinner and you cook soup.
18 趁她半睡半醒間為她蓋被子，醒來先看看熟睡的她，然後親一下她的額頭。♥
cover her with the blanket when she is half asleep, first thing you do when you wake up, look at her, sleeping soundly.... then give her a kiss on her forehead.
19 在她特殊時期為她端上熱的紅糖水，然後若無其事的看電視。
during her special period, bring her a cup of warm tea, then watch tv like it's nothing...
20 偶爾早上打電話給她，聽她傭懶的聲音然後問她想吃什麼給她帶回去。
occasionally call her in the morning, listen to her lazy voice and ask her what she wants to have for breakfast and bring it to her.
21 給她取可愛的外號，只有你能叫。♥
give her a cute nickname, only you can call her that.
22 手機和電腦的背景一定是她的照片或你們的合影。♥
the background picture of your phone and computer must be her picture or the picture of the both of you.
23 手機上的昵稱一定是和別人不一樣的，當你打給她時，她的姐妹看到會很羨慕。
the name on your phone must be different from the rest. her sisters will be jealous when you call her.
24 在家幫她梳個幼稚的發型，然後叫她女兒。
comb her a kiddish hairstyle at home and call her your daughter.
25 如果出差一定帶東西給她，雖然不貴，但證明你時刻都在想著她。
if you are out for business, bring her something, not expensive, but proves that you thinking of her every minute.
26 她上車，一定先為她拉門手要擋著車門框別讓她碰到頭讓她坐進去，再為自己拉。
open the car door for her, put your hand above so as to not let her knock her head, then open for yourself.
27 當她想要松開的時候一定再堅持抱她一會。♥
when she want to release, insist of hugging her awhile more longer......
28 永遠不會丟下她一個人，就算你無理取鬧也一定要讓她安全。♥
never leave her alone even if you are angry. you must be safe.
29 你心情不好的時候能同她說說，如果你不想說，就讓你抱一下。♥
you can talk to her when you are feeling bad, if you dont feel like saying, let her hug you..
30 剛上的飯菜一定裝作搶著吃的樣子，多為她夾些。
when the food is served, act like you want to snatch all the food to eat, give her more...
31 當她無助時你能陪她爬爬山，看看夕陽。
when she feels restless, climb mountain with her, watch the sunrise sun set with her.
32 吵架後絕對不冷戰，哄她之後告訴她你是為她好。
never have cold wars after a fight.... tell her you do it all for her.....
33 睡覺的時候喜歡她抱著你，但當她背過身去一定也轉身然後再抱她。♥
like it when she hugs you to sleep. but when she turn to the other side, you turn too and hug her...
34 在她做家務的時候為她拍照，告訴她穿圍裙的樣子也一樣很美。
take photos of her when doing chores at home, tell her she is still as beautiful with the apron on.
35 如果她生病了一定細心照顧她，因為這時候她最脆弱，為她熬大大大補湯。
take really good care of her when she is sick, because that is when she is the weakest, make a big big big tonic soup just for her.
36 錢包裏一定有她的照片。♥
you must have her picture in your wallet.
37 下班回來一定會大聲的說：老婆，我回來了。
after work, shout: honey, im home.
38 半夜故意把被子往自己這邊拉，讓她離自己近些。
purposely pull the blanket nearer to yourself, so she comes closer to you.
39 聽她囑咐我按時吃飯，多喝水多吃水果，說她羅嗦然後吻她。
listen to her commands eat on time, drink more water, eat more fruits, say she is naggy and kiss her.
40 打雷的時候把她攬到懷裏睡，然後說：我怕怕。♥
hug her close to your chest when there is thunder and say: im scared.
41 幫她擦她吃東西留在嘴邊的奶油的和果醬。♥
wipe the butter and jam at the corner of her lips after she eat.
42 留一點點的胡渣在親她的時候扎扎她。
leave some mustache, prick her when you kiss her.
43 在她的朋友面前細心的照顧她，讓他們知道她的選擇是對的。
take good care of her in front of her friends. let them know her choice is right.
44 在你的朋友面前細心的照顧她，不讓她覺得你冷落了她。
take good care of her in front of your friends, dun let her feel that you left her out.
45 有生之年陪她去趟她喜歡的城市或國家。
once in a lifetime, bring her to her favourite city or country.
46 當她發呆，做飯，拖地或趴在陽臺的時候，你會在身後攬住她。
when she is day dreaming, making dinner, mopping the floor or lying at the balcony, you will hug her from behind.
47 不許她說對不起。告訴她這是聖旨。但可以用老公真好這四個字來代替。
dun allow her to say sorry. tell her it is an order. but she can use my hubby is so good to replace it.
48 即使是冬天，她說口渴你也會一溜煙下床幫她倒水，但回來她必須幫你暖身子。
even if it is during winter, you will get out of bed and pour her a cup of warm water when she say she is thirsty, but when you come back she has to warm your body.
49 當她錢包裏錢不多的時候，你會拿錢給她說：幫我買雙襪子，不用找了。
when she doesnt have much money left in her purse, you will give her money and say: help me buy a pair of socks, keep the change.
50 讓她愛上你愛的遊戲，讓她愛上你愛的球隊。♥
let her fall in love with your game and your favourite team.
51 一起養隻寵物。
get a pet together.
52 在她能看到的地方寫篇文章。
write her something where she can see.
53 帶她去遊樂園，電影院，圖書館，博物館，漫畫展和小酒吧。
bring her to the theme park, the theatre, the library, museum and a bar.
54 有一首關於我們故事的歌。每次去KTV都要唱。♥
have a song about the story of both of you. sing it everytime you go to the KTV.
55 當她要和你商量事情或說不開心的事的時候，一定放下手中的東西認真聽。
when she needs to discuss something or say something unhappy, put everything aside and listen carefully.
56 如果有天她要離開你，你會挽留，也會放她走。告訴她受委屈的時候來找你。
if one day, she wants to leave you. you will ask her to stay, you will also let her go. tell her she can look for you if she feel wronged.
57 抱著一顆感激的心和她相處，當你想發脾氣的時候，你要學會忍耐。
always be thankful to be with her, when you feel like throwing a tantrum, you will learn patience....
58 下雨的時候打一把傘，邁一樣的步伐踩水花不讓天氣影響她的心情。
bring an umbrella during a rainy day. walk with her and not letting the weather affect her mood.
59 去餐廳點她喜歡的菜，如果實在點不出就點沒吃過的，一起喊好吃或難吃。
order her favourite food in the restaurant, if you really dont know, order something new, together comment if it's good or bad.
60 在你朋友和父母面前會誇贊她。不管她是否在場。
doesnt matter if she is there or not, praise her in front of your friends and parents.
61 當她不理你時，就模仿她的動作、她的聲音、她的表情、她撒嬌時說的話。♥
when she ignores you, imitate her actions, her voice, her looks, the way she talks when she is flighty.
62 送她回家一定把她送到門口，告訴她明天會來接她。
send her to her door if you send her home, and tell her you will come fetch her tomorrow.
63 絕不在她面前盯著別的女人看，看A片絕不被她逮到。
never stare at other women in front of her, never get caught watching porn movies.
64 總能隨時變出一塊她喜歡吃的糖。
always able to pull out her favourite candy.
65 如果你有一天出了意外，希望她能找個人替你愛她照顧她。
if one day you had an accident, hope she can be able to find someone to replace you, to love her and take care of her.
66 在加一條就是無論是心情不好還是什麼，就算是吵架也要讓老婆。老婆就只有一個，她是你最親的家人。　
one last one. whether you are in a bad mood or whatever, even you had a fight, give in to your wife because you only have one wife, and she is your closest dearest family.

true love

2011-03-02T18:32:00.002+08:00

其實，真愛就是兩個人默默相守的快樂。
當我們明白的時候，我們已失去了。
真實的生活就是這樣的，沒有人會在原處等你，如果已經離開，就不必回頭。
沒有人會在原處等你，所以絕不要輕率的放棄。。。。

In fact, true love is the joy of two people spending it quietly.
When we understand, we have already lost what we could have.
Reality is like this, no one will wait for you in place, if you have left, you do not look back.
There will be no one waiting for you in the same place, so never give up easily..........

love.

when you feel the pain.....

2011-02-27T10:58:00.003+08:00

When you cry,you feel the squeeze in ur chest,you feel your heartaching.....
like when you feel the squeeze in ur nose when you are about to cry.....

it comes all the way from your stomach to your throat when you try not to make a sound.....

when it all comes back to you....
just cant control it....

cant slp you cant eat you just go blank.....

the pain suffocates you....
feel like crying it out loud so that it doesnt hurt you that much...

just able to see how much you want to say it out but you just cant do it....
what's stopping you...
is stopping me too...

agree, dun agree? :\

2011-02-21T21:58:00.002+08:00

somebody's gonna love me again......
appreciates me more...

agree, dun agree.

haa.

badminton's a good sports.
hope it would get me somewhere.
need to sweat everything off me.......

saw some rank A players.
powerful.
saw handsome guys too. haha.

ciaoz.

im not sure.....

2011-02-21T21:45:00.003+08:00

why.

why that kiss on my forehead.

why that warm hand that didnt wanna let go......

why is there a silly girl who cried after that irresponsible kid just leave like that......

it will go away right?
you wanted it that way right?

i only have my questions with me.
no answers......

im sure there;s always smth else left untold.
who's the liar.
who's the one who is not honest...............?

you know....it.

2011-02-15T17:05:00.003+08:00

we were talking about chris.
why did his gf wanna hold his little hands first and tell him that they are going too fast and break up.
why hurt him.

then fiona said.
talk to the gf...
tell her: dun hold my little hands first and still say we are going too fast cuz it will make me confuse.

haha.
it is true.

she direct the play and fire her actor.

VDAY 14022011
had a great day at uss.
the roller coaster was crazy.
we took 2 times each for 3 different roller coasters.
true.
if there isnt the roller coaster.
you cant do anything there except taking pictures. haha.
for 66$
lucky we had the 30% discount from jas and her tour guide. HAHA
thank you jiaseemeee.

greatt vday with friends!:)
although there is no flowers. haha.

some things.... just leave it.
i decide to leave.
drop this and rmb others. happier ones.....
it will not be exposed.

me know you know he know she know....

be brave boy.
take you no where to only take things the easy way out.
some times you will be surprised.
open your eyes, see true friends not the one who wants to take you down slowly.
be a good person. dun turn bad.
ur heart matters more.....
i meant it deep down my heart as always....

haiz

2011-02-15T01:59:00.004+08:00

im disappointed.

it is a shouldnt have........if you know what you had...

haiz.
helpless and speechless.
it is my fault i know........

but damn i didnt know...............
haiz.

just hope it isnt from you! :(
hope it's not you.
it's not like you.
haiz.

a few pictures in taiwan.

2011-02-13T11:51:00.003+08:00

At some clinic in Kaohsiung while Peh hwa is seeing a doctor! >.< 高雄瑞豐夜市
Kaohsiung Rui Feng Night Market國父紀念館裏的孫中山
picture of national Dr. Sun Yat-sen in the Memorial Hall

臺灣高雄漁人碼頭
Taiwan Kaohsiung Fisherman'sWharf.

:)

some pictures to share.
when i was in taiwan.

always being reminded.

love.

that girl..........

2011-02-13T00:26:00.006+08:00

THAT GIRL

Oh, tonight I'm feeling fine
I'm alone, just wasting time
No Friday movie nights
Or romantic candle lights

I'm just having conversations
With the thoughts in my head
All I hear are angels crying
Oh, won't they just sing instead
It would be wrong for me to say

I don't need that girl by my side
I don't need that girl in my life
I don't want to talk it out
Or hold her when she cries

I don't want to say she's my kind
I don't want to say that she's mine
I don't want to tell her that
I love her more than life
More than life, Yeah
Love her more than life
Yeah, yeah, yeah

Honestly, this won't do
How is she doing?
I tell myself I'm feeling swell
But I know I'm such a fool

I could take it as a new beginning
But you know I don't feel that way
Who will take all this pain away?
I know it's wrong for me to say

I don't need that girl by my side
I don't need that girl in my life
I don't want to talk it out
Or hold her when she cries

I don't want to say she's my kind
I don't want to say that she's mine
I don't want to tell her that
I love her more than life
More than life, Yeah
Love her more than life
Yeah, yeah, yeah

Talk about a sin
Was the day I walked into the other side
I would run back in
I wouldn't waste no time
I know it's wrong for me to say

I don't need that girl by my side
I don't need that girl in my life
I don't want to talk it out
Or hold her when she cries

I don't want to say she's my kind
I don't want to say that she's mine
I don't want to tell her that
I love her more than life
More than life, Yeah
Love her more than life
Yeah, yeah, yeah

nice song.

only if it's you who tell me....
love.

when it happens....

2011-02-12T02:44:00.002+08:00

got that cut not long ago.
omg. was DAMN pain.
it took awhile to go off.

feel the pain coming back once in awhile while healing....

you know when the cut starts to heal, halfway. itchy hands will scratch them.
then they start to tear.

start to feel the pain coming back.........

just need some time to wait for it to heal.
hope it doesnt leave a scar.
cuz im so going to put some mask on it.
haha.

if you know what i mean.

my heart telling me

2011-02-11T14:41:00.003+08:00

when days past...
you realise.
it is not that important alrdy, what you have been lingering on for so long which others didnt care.

but once in awhile you are reminded by your heart that you once had a great time.
still longing pending waiting.
but you dont have to show it.
like what i have been doing for the past 20 years.

sometimes even when you feel what your heart is telling you something make a move etc, you can only wait.

not sure if im right or wrong.
just dun wan to get myself hurt.

still feel it sometimes......
loves.

sick

2011-01-21T16:47:00.000+08:00

must be infected by my cousin my aunt.
URGH.
fever~~~~~~~~~~~~~

not well. :(

2011-01-21T12:51:00.000+08:00

"I wanted you to know
that I love the way you laugh.
I wanna hold you high
and steal your pain away."

sounds like a song....
nice.

&*#%$

2011-01-18T20:52:00.003+08:00

cousins coming back.
hope everything else can get behind my mind.

angry but cant do anything. haha.
cant believe there are such idiots living on earth. cant believe.
i cant believe. im so angry.

im angry.
*#%&@$#%

baby...

2011-01-18T12:03:00.003+08:00

you want to know what?

maybe i still wanna give it a try.
but im not sure if it is right.
maybe it is not worth it.
becuz you are controlled. you cant decide.
den whatever i do doesnt make any difference.
right?

do you want it back?
do you want us to try?
deep inside me.. i want. but i have to act like i dun want? haa. im ridiculous.
maybe i have to suffer all these to move on. duh. time will solve it.

haiz.

love.

maybe. maybe maybe....

2011-01-17T22:18:00.004+08:00

when you used to tell me where you were going.
i used to ask you every single details.....

so uncomfortable not knowing anything. haha.
didnt know if you want it, so i didnt send it.
thinking if you are curious you would send it.
maybe you are thinking the same too.....

had a few really bad dreams, cant slp the whole night yesterday.
feels so helpless.
saw my cousins got murder and smth bad to my grandpa.
it was a cold night and my aunt didnt give me enough blanket! tsk.

><

bought a mickey blanket. really cute. got a blue one cuz my aunt got the really nice pink one. haha. havent been having good appetite. maybe it's the weather.... too cold, doesnt seems to be hungry.

disappointed with my big aunt.
maybe it really meant that we shall not have any other interactions anymore.

love.
well, i was still hoping.. haiz. still need more time i guess.
all i can think now is that he wanna keep you back home to accompany him. hmph :(

因為愛

2011-01-13T14:57:00.001+08:00

因為愛
緯來戲劇台「男版灰姑娘」片尾曲
八大戲劇台「不像三兄弟」片尾曲
詞曲:韋禮安

有些事情我也說不明白
想和你在一起為什麼捨不得分開
或許我軟弱也害怕失敗
但有你的笑容就能讓我再站起來

你曾問我是什麼令我對你難以忘懷
我也曾經想過這種感覺說不出來
我現在才明白

因為愛所以愛珍惜在一起的愉快
一分開你不在懷念空氣裡的對白
因為愛所以愛讓我付出我的關懷
不管風吹或日曬我才明白一切都是因為愛

有些事情我也說不明白
想和你在一起為什麼捨不得分開
或許我軟弱也害怕失敗
轉載來自 ※Mojim.com　魔鏡歌詞網
但有你的笑容就能讓我再站起來

你曾問我是什麼令我對你難以忘懷
我也曾經想過這種感覺說不出來
我現在才明白

因為愛所以愛珍惜在一起的愉快
一分開你不在懷念空氣裡的對白
因為愛所以愛讓我付出我的關懷
不管風吹或日曬我才明白一切都是因為愛

因為愛所以愛珍惜在一起的愉快
一分開你不在懷念空氣裡的對白
因為愛所以愛讓我付出我的關懷
不管風吹或日曬我才明白一切都是因為愛......

boyfriend husband.

2011-01-13T14:38:00.002+08:00

he is your boyfriend in name and husband in spirit

"when a man is ready to become a husband. he will start acting like your husband. For instance, he will make plans for the future, introduce you to his friends and family, and not only call you daily but want to tell you the details of his day and have desire to hear about yours."

love.

寂寞不痛

2011-01-13T11:58:00.002+08:00

寂寞不痛
曲：李榮浩
詞：姚若龍

你皮衣忘了帶走
那是我們旅行的時候
淋著大雪手暖手去買的

什麼都總會舊的
多麼苦澀無奈的心得
卻沒選擇

體諒地相信你只是愛累了
絕不是有別的人替代我了
連自己都想問我為什麼
只抱抱你就放手像好好的
其實心瓦解斑駁

寂寞不痛痛在念舊
越小的事越多的感受
時間像笨小偷把幸福打破
留下了碎片讓人難過

寂寞不痛痛在做夢
幻想當你自由膩了以後
會來激動吻我用愛悔過
做醒不來的夢

什麼都總會舊的
多麼苦澀無奈的心得
卻沒選擇

體諒地相信你只是愛累了
絕不是有別的人替代我了
連自己都想問我為什麼
只抱抱你就放手像好好的
其實心瓦解斑駁

寂寞不痛痛在念舊
越小的事越多的感受
時間像笨小偷把幸福打破
留下了碎片讓人難過

寂寞不痛痛在做夢
幻想當你自由膩了以後
會來激動吻我用愛悔過
做醒不來的夢

寂寞不痛痛在念舊
越小的事越多的感受
時間像笨小偷把幸福打破
留下了碎片讓人難過

寂寞不痛痛在做夢
幻想當你自由膩了以後
會來激動吻我用愛悔過
做醒不來的夢.....

i didnt think enough....

2011-01-13T11:51:00.000+08:00

one of the post that i didnt post earlier on....
was when i return from my first holiday in brisbane......

12AUG2010
havent been updating lately.

was such a different kind of life since i got here in brisbane.
almost half a year now.

first semester was not that alright.
coping with work.
coping with friends.
coping with the environment.
coping with life here alone............

i have to say im not a one person kind of person.
可是人很矛盾.....有時候一個人,還不錯
even if i prefer to be alone. i wish there is people whom i know.
feel safe.
i dont know.

went back singapore for holiday.
things were complicated.
i hate it when it all gets complicated.
why cant it just go my way?

second day was really good. spent it with weh.
sometimes, i just wished that it could all be just like that.
but it is not.
face what they called it.....reality.

was so angry, sad, depressed, moody..... whatever that means that im unhappy.
i have plans.
so mixed up.
but things just happens to happen the way you dont want it to happen.
what can you do?
i canceled my vacation.
the one that i have been waiting since two months or so before my holiday even start.
bought the tickets to confirm my decision, but still things have to change.

my cousin cant accompany me if i go later to shanghai.
my dad have to come back on the day i leave for my holiday.
my mom have to force me to stay longer in shanghai than i ever expected.

my cousin's got exam. so he can only do it earlier.
my dad booked his tickets alrdy so he cant change so i as his daughter have to change my schedule cuz he is my dad.
my mom giving me this opportunity to go to this expo that not many people can go.
asking me to spend longer time there so that i can have more time. i mean a flight there is not cheap.

i didnt regret any of the decisions that i was force to make.
just one.
if i were smart enough i would have push that vacation back near the end and not right in the beginning of the month and everything would be fine.
im such a bastard.
im stupid.
i was disappointed by myself.
my weakness is my family, my mom and my dad maybe.

i spend the whole day crying.
yea, hiding in my room.
i cant believe, i was so looking forward.
but why.
just feel so sorry to weh.
dun like to be mistaken.
never becuz im not firm enough.
but things have to be like that.

i showed my decisions by buying those tickets.
but guess it doesnt prove anything.
cuz things still changed in the end......

i didnt regret anything that happened.
but only one regret.
feel sorry to weh.
not only me who is expecting this vacation.....
i get to go somewhere else but where does weh go?

always letting him down.
guess that is the part where things start to change....

love.

it's true...

2011-01-12T21:45:00.007+08:00

remember the time when you said you dun want to fall for me and deleted me on yahoo.
and added me back....
how cute is that. haha.

took you so long to think whether you want to talk to me.
what are you thinking now?

it's amazing how i actually rmb everything.
that day when i told you i had a fight with my mom and dream of my grandma.
and was drinking....

crying while i type and tell you what happened.
why am i able to tell you everything.
it is amazing.
i was touched.

i have so many things to say.
so many.
but maybe you didnt want to listen
you never ask never try harder. yea, im difficult. haiz...
yea. if i didnt show it u never will know.
but i do wan to share everything with you.

a bad timing u tell me ur feelings maybe?
if it werent when i have to go overseas.....maybe it will be different.

but i enjoyed when we were together.
i missed it. haha.
im a coward.
and i took everything for granted.
i love when you express ur feelings for me.
feel safe. feel so warm.....
no one ever so good to me...
i keep everything to myself.
someone finally make me open up and willing to say...
someone who cares.
where is it now?
haha. back to myself again.
true. who would wan to hear all complainings all the trouble things.
u have your own problems.

i cant tell it to my mom.
she has too much to worry about.
sometimes i tell it to my brother. but it's different.
haha.

the only secret i have.
and why did i even choose to tell you. haha.
i just hope u as a gentleman will tell no one including ur family.
i will hate you forever if anybody else know. haha.

feel so helpless.
when the only secret that you keep for the rest of your life is being told to someone who wont be there for you?
omg, what did i do. haha.

but i didnt regret it.
i owe you this honesty.
im brave enough to say i never lie.

my heart does hurt that much. haha.
but i will be strong again.

i wasnt sure if i really love you in the beginning.
but im very sure as days past cuz i feel my heart pain.
the first valentine's day. the little msges u send me everynight. when i just got there.
i actually kept them. but some were gone. becuz that fake nokia died on me. haha. damn.
many more...

maybe it faded for you but it grew stronger for me.
maybe i depended too much on you...
maybe that's why you got too stressed up. haha.
my fault.
i took everything for granted i guess.
i reflected on myself.

what i thought you still cares,maybe im just lying to myself.
but you did acted like you didnt. or maybe you really didnt care.
it's good maybe.
cuz u dun wan to act like you need me and you wan to stay it that way?
cuz we are both stubborn.
not sure if it's the case.
feels sad.
feels being neglected.
feels like it actually has happened before. just that i didnt realise.
feels so cold.

i will be fine..

very soon. haha.

love.

都是一個過程.....

2011-01-12T17:23:00.003+08:00

想開了
會太快了嗎？

朋友可能真的比較好？
他可能真的沒那麽適合我？

沒辦法爲了我多付出一點點...我真的就認輸了...
我可以真心說我真的有爲了他努力...
沒有給我足夠的時間
可能會是遺憾
久了看起來好像是單方面的
心理很痛...

可能我不夠好......

都不知道其他的人是怎麽維持的.....
我的方式有錯嗎？
不容易啊
想要快點過去
不想再想了

可是他的確是讓我把自己僅有的秘密都說出口了....
是我自己的問題
我依賴的那種關心能夠說出心裏話
很想珍惜

遇到了讓我那麽傷心的事
我現在只能夠自己傷心得躲在廁所裏哭

不想讓媽媽知道
是真的想到要分享的人是他....
是真的越想越難過

距離的關係
媽媽的關係
可能真的不適合？
我是單純的想要跟他分享我的一切
可能他不想知道
可能他膩了
可能我抱怨太多
我不知道

我不想再作賤自己往他那裏推
因爲沒有心的人不值得我那麽做....
可能有點自私？
可是想要開心點~
讓別人知道這種單戀很白痴...

如果沒辦法挽回還是改變也就不需要了吧？
心裏面覺得他還是愛我的
可是可能是我自己想太多？
我不想要這樣.......
欺騙自己

聊完了,他不小心睡着了
我竟然期待他會跟我說不好意識他睡着了所以沒回應我
他已經不在乎了....
心裏很難過
我一廂情願
自己沒好處只會更難過
需要我才來找我嗎？

還是會關心還是想要幫他
可能天生就是這樣...
沒那麽可憐啦...

樂於助人

會好的
不要想太多....會好的......

love

常常會憂鬱

2011-01-11T18:05:00.003+08:00

i still believe...

maybe i thought there's still hope... how stupid.
想給自己個期限~
不想再難過了~~~~

寂寞不痛痛在念舊越小的事越多感受...

時間像笨小偷把幸福打破留下了碎片讓人難過....

You Belong with Me
You're on the phone with your girlfriend, shes upset.
Shes going off about something that you said
'Cuz she doesn't, get your humor like I do...
I'm in the room, it's a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like
and she'll never know your story like i do
But she wears short skirts
I wear T-shirts
She's cheer captain
And I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up
And find what you're looking for
has been here the whole time
If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
been here all along so why can't you see, you
You belong with me
You belong with me
Walkin' the streets with you and your worn-out jeans
I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself
Hey isn't this easy
And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down
You say you're fine
I know you better then that
Hey whatcha doing with a girl like that
She wears high heels
I wear sneakers
Shes cheer captain and
I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for
has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see
You belong with me
Standing by and waiting at your back door
all this time how could you not know
Baby....
You belong with me
You belong with me
I remember you drivin' to my house
in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh
When you know you're about to cry
And i know your favorite songs
And you tell me about your dreams
Think I know where you belong
Think I know it's with me...
Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along
So why can't you see
You belong with me
Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time
How could you not know
Baby you belong with me
You belong with me
You belong with me
Have you ever thought just maybe
you belong with me
You belong with me...

m i s s e s

2011-01-04T00:25:00.002+08:00

i still misses you....

haiz.
im a stupid girl....
i will still think of you late at night when i cant sleep.....

i need to diet.....

random. :\
loves.

another chance for myself... im trying......

2010-12-20T01:00:00.003+08:00

maybe feelings fade.
maybe there's some problem that i cant know.
maybe he found a new girl?

i dont know.
i know nothing.
i feel that there is more to whatever you have said.

but i cant figure out why.
all the things just comes to me.
feel so frustrated not able to know anything.

den my friends say.
"he knows everything.... because you have been telling him. he might have the reasons alrdy but either he doesnt know how to say it, or he just needs more time.
just give him the time he need, and then talk with him when he wan to... and you have to talk about it because things cant be solved if you dont talk...."

never so afraid to know the real reason...
am i not good enough?

another friend say "it is ego. it is about him, his feelings, and you. his reasons now seems more like excuses. there is something else.....you need commmunications.." "did you ever asked him how much he loves you?...."

there are so many things i wanted to do.
even though you never plan but i dont know why i planned it all in my head.
wishing you would at least think like me.
isit just me?

it has been just me isnt it? or this is the part i didnt know?
havent watch my rapunzel movie. my tron movie...
have been back for almost a month.
by this time i would have seen more than 2 movies.....
one of my regrets.

we would been out somewhere for a nicer dinner. benten cafe or curry fish head or somewhere at least once or twice.
i didnt expect many.
alittle sacrificing of your own private time maybe?
i know things change before you have a job and after you have a job...

i do consider for you....

small things weh...
you used to keep my phone in your pocket when i didnt have a bag with me...
u will keep it for me even though i said its look ugly.
u used to tell me we had a good day tgt..
what i needed the most.
wanting to know how you feel.
when now i have been the one telling you.... but u didnt even reply to that msg....

just disappointed...
wan to know what happened badly.....

that tues when we went out looking for ur phone pouch was the best day in this whole month.

loves.

Lovely

2010-12-15T15:39:00.002+08:00

Love that smile....just love it!
Waiting at starbucks for his boss to go off.....zzz

the Internet can be connected just like that without password and it is pretty damn fast!!hahahha!!
glad I had this mini conver with do and dri.haha

both the same!!! Wants bikini girls!!!
We girls wan hot guys!!!get for us!!lol!

Good to go mini pre-Christmas celebration!!
Can't wait.. :D

love the smile love ur voice..... <3

loves.

Lunch for baby

2010-12-15T11:34:00.001+08:00

Cooked kang kong and egg for weh!!
And I helped with curry!!!
It tasted goooood!!I'm gooooood!!haha
Going to surprise weh with lunch hahahahaha!!
Hope he hasn't eaten his cup noodles yet...!!

loves.

hearts bee

2010-12-15T03:31:00.000+08:00

i love you...
just cant let go :(

loves.

it's difficult.......

2010-12-14T12:19:00.002+08:00

sometimes i think im too selfish.
maybe it is really me.
too demanding and stuffs.
makes me really hard to breathe...

it is like squeezing my heart so tight that i feel hopeless, unable to do anything.
when i feel like it's gone, it comes back to you.....

like a quote saying: pushing you over the cliff and running down to catch you.

after i feel so angry and said all those things, den all the sweet things you said have to come back all of a sudden, and makes me feel like a bad person.

so difficult....

loves.

depression

2010-12-14T03:10:00.003+08:00

im not sure if you have changed.
but i cant feel the love. :(
ur willingness to put in some effort....

havent seen a single movie since im back...

loves.

no time...

2010-12-12T00:51:00.002+08:00

maybe it is time.....?
who can i talked to?

loves.

:(

2010-12-11T23:48:00.003+08:00

sometimes u just dont know how i feel.
i thought you knew.
and think maybe you were just pretending.
because i didnt make a move so you decided to keep it to yourself too?
you think that is alright?
i sound so selfish but i wish you could make the move.

i wish there were more things to talk about.
and there are more honesty.

is it how you want it to be?
because im feeling lesser and lesser.
and it makes me feel very down that i thought i was alone.

i just feel like there could be more.
but you didnt know how to do it.

i am all free but it is so hard for you to say it.
say you want me to go look for you.
or maybe you didnt want it?? then it is my fault.

makes me really depressed.
it could be so much of a whole new plan for the day.
rather than me just staying back home.
you didnt bother to tell me ur friends were there in the afternoon?
i could have said that maybe i can go look for you and them together have dinner or smth.
but you decided to keep quiet.
i have no idea what you are thinking.
i have to ask all the questions in the world for you to tell me. or else there will be no answer.
even questions asked doesnt mean i get all the answers.
how am i supposed to feel?
i need someone to teach me....

just got back from bintan.
saying you miss me doesnt make any difference, only if you see me.
i guess the old you, when you have not changed, would have done it for me.
coming down for a dinner or something would be nice.

when we could have our time together alone, you want to bring your friend along.
just alittle upset.
i dont know what do you wan?

i asked so many questions in a message and the only thing you could answer me is just one word.
what does that supposed to mean?
i thought you would call even though i didnt call.

im so tired thinking of all these by myself. :(
i dont wan to force you.
dont wanna change you but you dont seems to get it.

and when i complained.
just makes me sounds like im bad.
i just dont know where this is going.

it is no longer the same.
partly my fault too i guess.
because i left......

loves.

BAD DAY

2010-12-01T20:46:00.001+08:00

BAD DAY

:(

what will make all these go away....
loves.

BAD DAY

2010-12-01T16:21:00.003+08:00

seriously. what a bad day.
had muscle ache. couldnt turn my body.
like literally unmovable!!><
achings all over like, please kill me.

thought of going back to slp, so i didnt off my aircon.
aunty belen went into my room and scolded why i didnt off it.
den mom got back
got scolded again like almost at a pitch of screaming!
she could have just said it.
but instead bringing back whatever she can think about to scold me.
and wth. someone switch the aircon to a temp of 27degrees.
who the hell will know that the aircon is still on?

i swear i went in to check.
freaking irritated.

bloody hot day,and my aircon is at 27 degrees.
and she have to scream.

freaking mad.
then i have to receive an sms of jt trying to be funny.
wah.make me even madder.

i know what previous situations you met.
and the problem is 不分青紅皂白冤枉人家 is not the best solution u can come up with.
i dont like the feeling of being 冤枉
and you are angry becuz you have to give me a small reminder?
it is a reminder and not asking you to do it.
doing it includes more than just saying it.
you need to sit down and do it.

haiz.

you said you wanna meet.
i said alright go ahead do whatever you wan i will find my reason,my way there.
bcuz it is late and i might not be able to go. and it is far.
and im having muscle aches. you didnt even ask.
i hinted and realised, i actually could go....
den you have to cancel it. :(
it's my fault.
i should have said yes the first time you asked.
so nothing like such would have happened.
wanted to tell you i passed my 2nd semester.
was still happy.
and den the thought of how you actually didnt quit s, makes me mood-less.
all these really spoils whatever mood. :(

FIRST DAY OF DECEMBER really a bad day for me.

loves.

weh

2010-12-01T10:47:00.000+08:00

the hug you gave me.
the hands you hold me.
haha.

shy~~~~
loves.

2010-11-29T12:39:00.002+08:00

want it to be like before...
just because i accept it doesnt mean you can use it all you want because i will forgive you.
:(
hope you understand that.

iloveyou.
loves.

2010-11-28T11:18:00.002+08:00

am i the only trying to make things work?

what have you done to show me that you still care?

loves. ♥

心情

2010-11-28T11:09:00.005+08:00

下雨天了怎么办 我好想你
不敢打给你 我找不到原因
什么失眠的声音
变得好熟悉
沉默的场景  做你的代替
陪我听雨滴

期待让人越来越沉迷
谁和我一样
等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会
寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞  一个人擦泪
一个人好累

怎样的雨  怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大
天要多黑  才能够有你的体贴

其实  没有我你分不清那些
彻别  接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉


期待让人越来越疲惫
谁和我一样
等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会
寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞  一个人擦泪
一个人好累

怎样的雨  怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大
天要多黑 才能够有你的体贴

其实  没有我你分不清那些
彻别  接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

怎样的雨  怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大
天要多黑 才能够有你的体贴

其实  没有我你分不清那些
彻别  接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

這樣的心情果然不是每天都有的...
loves. ♥

killer essay! :(

2010-11-13T10:31:00.001+08:00

damn essays i dont like. :(

but still it is there..... for me to complete.....
what is this? :(

URGH. ><

one more week! one more week!
i can do this. i can do this.

and I WANNA CHANGE MY BLOGSKIN! :)

love.
you know i love you so...

dont stop.....

2010-10-06T22:03:00.002+08:00

it doesn't matter how slow you go as long as you don't stop
- wisdom of confucius

i shouldn't stop.....
loves.

让自己老婆成为全世界最幸福女人

2010-10-06T21:54:00.001+08:00

让自己老婆成为全世界最幸福女人

1 经常亲吻她，趁她不注意
2 过马路时牵她的手。即使吵架。
3 一定要有属于你们自己的房子，即使不大。
4 一起听她喜欢的歌和她爱看的电影，陪她感动。
5 让她躺在你的腿上，可以抚摸她的头发。
6 她洗澡的时候唱歌给她听，让她不觉得闷。
7 哄她吃她不爱吃但有营养的食物。
8 用情侣牙刷，然后把你的牙刷和她的偷偷换一下。
9 当她很累时给她捏捏肩，捏捏脚，然后挠她脚心逗她开心。
10 偷偷录下她走来走去和睡觉的样子。不管她耍赖还是威胁就是不删。

11 没有理由的抱抱她。
12 她写的东西我一定用心的看，读懂内心的那个她。
13 周末为她做她喜欢吃的东西，然后散步。
14 在大天广众之下背她或停下来拥抱她。
15 在街上走的时候不会离她超过1米远的距离。
16 进餐厅的门或出图书馆的时候一定为她拉门让她先走。
17 陪她买菜杀价，她做饭你做汤。
18 趁她半睡半醒间为她盖被子，醒来先看看熟睡的她，然后亲一下她的额头。
19 在她特殊时期为她端上热的红糖水，然后若无其事的看电视。
20 偶尔早上打电话给她，听她佣懒的声音然后问她想吃什么给她带回去。

‎21 给她取可爱的外号，只有你能叫。
22 手机和电脑的背景一定是她的照片或你们的合影。
23 手机上的昵称一定是和别人不一样的，当你打给她时，她的姐妹看到会很羡慕。
24 在家帮她梳个幼稚的发型，然后叫她女儿。
25 如果出差一定带东西给她，虽然不贵，但证明你时刻都在想着她。
26 她坐上车，一定先为她拉上安全带，再为自己拉。
27 当她想要松开的时候一定再坚持抱她一会。
28 永远不会丢下她一个人，就算你无理取闹也一定要让她安全。
29 你心情不好的时候能同她说说，如果你不想说，就让你抱一下。
30 刚上的饭菜一定装作抢着吃的样子，多为她夹些。
31 当她无助时你能陪她爬爬山，看看夕阳。
32 吵架后绝对不冷战，哄她之后告诉她你是为她好。
33 睡觉的时候喜欢她抱着你，但当她背过身去一定也转身然后再抱她。
34 在她做家务的时候为她拍照，告诉她穿围裙的样子也一样很美。
35 如果她生病了一定细心照顾她，因为这时候她最脆弱，为她熬大大大补汤。

‎36 钱包里一定有她的照片。
37 下班回来一定会大声的说：老婆，我回来了。
38 半夜故意把被子往自己这边拉，让她离自己近些。
39 听她嘱咐我按时吃饭，多喝水多吃水果，说她罗嗦然后吻她。
40 打雷的时候把她揽到怀里睡，然后说：我怕怕。
41 帮她擦她吃东西留在嘴边的奶油的和果酱。
42 留一点点的胡渣在亲她的时候扎扎她。
43 在她的朋友面前细心的照顾她，让他们知道她的选择是对的。
44 在你的朋友面前细心的照顾她，不让她觉得你冷落了她。
45 有生之年陪她去趟她喜欢的城市或国家。
46 当她发呆，做饭，拖地或趴在阳台的时候，你会在身后揽住她。
47 不许她说对不起。告诉她这是圣旨。但可以用老公真好这四个字来代替。
48 即使是冬天，她说口渴你也会一溜烟下床帮她倒水，但回来她必须帮你暖身子。
49 当她钱包里钱不多的时候，你会拿给她说：帮我买双袜子，不用找了。
50 让她爱上你爱的游戏，让她爱上你爱的球队。

‎51 一起养只宠物。
52 在她能看到的地方写篇文章。
53 带她去游乐园，电影院，图书馆，博物馆，漫画展和小酒吧。
54 有一首关于我们故事的歌。每次去KTV都要唱。
55 当她要和你商量事情或说不开心的事的时候，一定放下手中的东西认真听。
56 如果有天她要离开你，你会挽留，也会放她走。告诉她受委屈的时候来找你。
57 抱着一颗感激的心和她相处，当你想发脾气的时候，你要学会忍耐。
58 下雨的时候打一把伞，迈一样的步伐踩水花不让天气影响她的心情。
59 去餐厅点她喜欢的菜，如果实在点不出就点没吃过的，一起喊好吃或难吃。
60 在你朋友和父母面前会夸赞她。不管她是否在场。
61 当她不理你时，就模仿她的动作、她的声音、她的表情、她撒娇时说的话。
62 送她回家一定把她送到门口，告诉她明天会来接她。
63 绝不在她面前盯着别的女人看，看A片绝不被她逮到。
64 总能随时变出一块她喜欢吃的糖。
65 如果你有一天出了意外，希望她能找个人替你爱她照顾她。

loves.

never start frowning because you never know who's falling in love with your smile (X

給經常笑但不經常能夠開心的人。。。

請你不要忙了，我想要打擾你。。。。 ：（

回頭想想。。。

travel..

another day

心。

JAYCHOU 超時代演唱會2011 18/12/2011

我不要了....還不可以？:(

沒什麽心情

想要跟你過新年。。。

夢太多。。。

我真很沒用。。。

DRIVE DRIVE :)

everyday hoping for a nice dream...

是好還是壞。

還是想到你。。。。

愛你好難。。。

永遠

你

原來。。。。

心情

我的秘密

想妳，卻不打擾妳，是因為太愛妳

我要轉念!

内心的小掙扎

甜蜜。。。

thank you...(:

miss my mama :(

the truth...

just sometimes....

HEHE MELBOURNE.

busy

愛

happy bday tina :D

it's alright.....

HAPPY BDAY ROSE AND SANDY! :D

哭了

hey you.... :(

蔡健雅 - 抛物线

當你離開的時候............

sing along with me...

wanna eat......

needa hug...

我是在跟你說...........

six feet from the edge

happy birthday brother. ♥

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out of my control.....

it's no difference.....

愛了就知道

You you you you

love this picture ♥

sometimess

papa

will always care......

speechless.

:((

i give up......

many couples lost to the distance ...

最幸福的女人

true love

when you feel the pain.....

agree, dun agree? :\

im not sure.....

you know....it.

haiz

a few pictures in taiwan.

that girl..........

when it happens....

my heart telling me

sick

&*#%$

baby...

maybe. maybe maybe....

因為愛

boyfriend husband.

寂寞不痛

i didnt think enough....

it's true...

請你不要忙了，我想要打擾你。。。。：（

寂寞不痛痛在念舊越小的事越多感受...

時間像笨小偷把幸福打破留下了碎片讓人難過....