If you'd only let me, I could show you how to love. Take our time, let it all go. If you'd only let me, show you how to cry. In your darkest hour, I will lead you through the fire. You won't let me, You won't let me, I don't wanna say goodbye, I just wanna give it one more try. And I'd do anything, Yes, I'd do anything. If you'd only let me. With your hand in mine, I would show you how to laugh. Nothing heavy, nothing serious. Just forget about all that. You've been stepping back, I wanna be your friend. Tear down the walls that surround you, Build you back up again. But, you won't let me. You won't let me. I don't wanna say goodbye. I just wanna give it one more try. And I'd do anything, Yes, I'd do anything. So, tonight, stay with me. I know I can change your mind. But you won't let me.. You won't let me... I don't wanna say goodbye. I just wanna give it one more try, But you won't let me. You won't let me. I don't wanna say goodbye, I just want to give it one more try. But you won't let me. But you won't let me. And I'd do anything for you.. I'd do anything for you, But you won't let me.. You won't let me... You won't let me.
WOW. he liked my profile picture. HAHAHA.
didnt know he would do that.lol.
make me smile~~ :p
BAHAHA. im crazy. =.=
;5/06/2012 08:29:00 AM
sometimes everything here seems so unfamiliar.....
sometimes i just dont feel the sincerely of people here.
not everyone is being true... and it feels really bad. it is scary.
i thought i was being really true to all my friends....
and this is what i get from what i called friends.
well. but the truth of the reality is that nobody is responsible for you.
probably that is where i get my insecurity from.
dun know who else i can trust.... and things just start piling up...
im so dependent on feelings, probably that is why i get moody all the time....
now i realised, im probably blaming you for abandoning me...
i shouldnt think it that way because i have no right at all.
just my feelings but who ever cares.
and so, i cant help but keeps telling myself i wasnt good enough, so there's no reason for you to stay.
just... dont take me for granted.
for i really care.
i honestly care..
;5/03/2012 01:00:00 PM
havent been updating my blog.
Time's really rushing away....
my plans...not followed.
i need a new timetable for myself.
i need my schedules.
i need to do what i say i would do!
Time to stop procrastinating and do it.
if u fail to plan now.... you plan to fail.
go on and really spend ur time wisely hhw!!!
been really hot these few days....
showering two times a day! =.=
so freaking sticky! urgh! :(
need something to coool down.......
;2/17/2012 12:14:00 AM
hugged my brother today.
mom's problem with visa couldnt board the plane with him.
luckily it's not the first time he go to melb.
felt like crying when i heard that he have to go alone.
i want to be with him.
he is such a stupid pig sometimes but dun wan him to be alone.
he is my only brother....
i want him to know that he can depend on me, like how i depend on him and will depend on him....
not that i just realise... but havent really spend time with him.
i was away all the time...
i wish i can spend more time with him.
living in the same country, just the company make me feel safe.
i used to depend on u.... but now i cant... i know..... hahaa. ur jokes are really stupid. but why do i still find them funny. asshole. hahahahhaha.
Tired...been travelling around for so many days.
Finally going back home.
It's not easy,cleaning house,mopping floor for ah gong..
Never leave urself to grow old alone.
With ur life partner,together u grow old.clean the house,cook,work,travel...
Im probably traditional.but that's how i see old age...
Had so much nice food.haha.
Time to stop till chinese new year...XD
"If u were here" still keep appearing in my mind
dun know why but still wish u had what i had...
On the way back home...
On the high way...
Rmb how u speeeeeeed back home. But i was slping.hahaha
Going back for the president vote!
Guess who will i vote for!XD
First time voting...kinda excited!;D
;1/14/2012 12:34:00 PM
Sometimes i think that if i were in singapore, everything would be fine
I cant ask you how much u could do,but i can ask myself...
Seen many couples,den i realise,it's important to be together...
literally side by side...? but i dont know now...
If i could read only one person's mind,i would read urs...
I should probably stop.
Cuz i know u will never try again....right?:(
lost my watch!!
Sometimes i really doubt if im really useful to the society.
My only bday present from my dad...and i bloody lost it..
Should be beaten to death when i get home.
Such an asshole i am........!!!
i lost it...
Lost it lost it...
I cant find it....... :'(
;12/19/2011 03:29:00 PM
been driving the whole day.
my cousin have been a lousy live GPS.
holding one in her hand and many time we have to make U-TURNS,cuz we went too far!
but lucky it's her,so i dun have much stress driving.
the motorists are seriously taking over the lane for the cars!!!
but i guess driving at a moderate speed (which means cars behind me wanting to overtake me) makes everything safer. XD
getting better after today's drive!
im goooooooood! :p
feel happy today.
i can drive around,where ever i want. more freedom.
but it would be better if i knew my way.
so i wont get lost all the time and had to keep looking for direction~ hhaa.
but i took it like a tour around kaohsiung. hehe.
and a friend contacted me today.
didnt say much, just a word, made my day.
cuz i know my friend was thinking of me.
(maybe not,but made me feel that way... and im happy that way....)
thank you... tyl.
;12/18/2011 12:20:00 AM
lost my way in my own country. hahaha. i should start motoring around early in the morning around my area. >< so that i can actually go out next time alone and not bring my family with me.
getting cold these few days. need a warm hand to hold me tight.
*tuck into my blanket.... *off the light *kiss goodnight<3
havent been writing for a long time....... this whole year... wasnt as good as i thought it would be... i think. but i tried.
complicated feeling these few days.... why is my life just like that? so depressed. feel so sad.
i keep thinking what am i capable of. not good with this not good with that. just alright with this and just alright with that. what can i do?
thinking much about my future now i dont know what am i seeing.... like they say....... 計劃永遠趕不上變化....... so many changes all happens in one year.... i thought i could handle them..... im not sure if i did. i know i dont quit, i persist! but the first time in my life..... i think about quitting for a second or two. why? just not sure about anything now. cant force myself to smile anymore. :( den i realise... im tired already.
i thought i got over it....
some things just keeps appearing in my mind. cant settle them. i dont know how.
whatever written in this blog is true.
what i felt and what i do.
about my family AND my friends.♥
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