click this:
nwz-w202
purple is cooler. XD

hahahahaa.
im super no kidding.
NICE. XD

like and love.
choose one.

LOVE <3
;10/31/2009 11:21:00 pm

i feel like shit nowwwwwwwwww!URGH!!
i c a n o t t a k e i t ..
T_____T

every word you said. i.. can not.
not care.

i feel weak.
i........am soooo out of words.
CRIED OUT LOUD!!

damn.
and now i knoww.... caught in the middle.

i want to say,but words just dont come out of my mouth.
stupid mouth.URGH.
i feel so... helpless.
i cant describe.
i wanna go bang the wall!!!!

IM ROLLING MY EYES NOW!
STUPID ME.
AHHHHHHHH! @.@
never a problem becoming a problem?!(_ _*)

IM CRAZY! (:
LOVE <3
;10/27/2009 05:51:00 pm

hur hur. :3
alrdy not able to finish on time... :(
still...... haiz.
okok. im trying!!>.<

i just want to say...........
dont be so proud of your wealth.
you are so gonna lose it one day if you continue to spend it like that! >.<
im not cursing anyone, just reminding!lol.
you dont build the wall and tear down the wall just because you dont get what you want.
CANT YOU JUST be satisfied with what you alrdy have?
MYGOD!

hahahahahahaha.
WOO, talking bad here is fun. XD

i seriously need to HURRY UP!
i need to calm down and do!
deadline, tml morning, and 30thoct.
MATINIH!!!!


许茹芸

你说的话 我都相信
说得好听 说得甜蜜
你说的每一句 我都相信
为了爱情 失了聪明
听你的话 闭上眼睛
你说的话总那么好听
你爱不爱我不能确定
也许你只把他当游戏
你说的话我都相信
说得好听说得甜蜜
你说的每一句我都相信
为了爱情 失了聪明
听你的话 闭上眼睛
你说的话总那么好听
你爱不爱我不能确定
也许你只把爱当游戏
你说的话总那么好听
你爱不爱我不想确定
我会关掉你送的手机
你说的话总那么好听
你爱不爱我不想确定
我会关掉你送的手机
然后静静 静静
是再也不去理

i will not bluff you again.hahahaha.
im happy. happy?XD
LOVE <3
;10/26/2009 02:06:00 pm

DAVID BELLE XD

THIS IS SUPPPPPPPPPPER COOL!!!!!!!


25OCT2009!
was very very very very very hungry today.lol.
stomach wasnt feeling so well ystd, so i didnt have dinner.
but was alrdy feeling hungry late night ystd and this morning!!>.<
and i sort of waited till the lunch today!!!lol.
[- didnt have bread at home!:X
but i had mango though, before i go out!:p
sorray,i lied,but dont worry im okay! >.< -]


OHOHOHOH,
hahaha. two things. really funny.
one- a banglah worker or smth, said "have a nice day!"
when i walking to the bus stop!
i was like huh?
then i said. "UH!"
HAHAHHAHAA. =.=
two- an old uncle (i think i saw him a few times at the bus stop, but havent seen him for ages.)
well, he walked pass me, and looked at me.
when he was about to go, he asked me if im still studying!
VERY RANDOMLY!
i said "UH,NO!"
HAHAHAHAHAA!
seriously. very random things happened today! :\


LUNCH!
HAD errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.....
what was that cafe? HAHAHAHHAHA.
had some chilli salmon. not bad.
i wanted to say SUPER NICE!!
but i was too hungry so i might not really mean it!:X
cuz im just too hungry and all food will taste VERY DELICIOUS TO ME.
HAHAHAHAHA.

ohwells,
walked around.
i bought belts,suspender, a sunglasses and a SPECS!XD
HAHAHAHAHA.


;10/25/2009 09:33:00 pm

FLASH MOB DANCE

LOOOOOOOOOOK OUT FOR JOYCEPOHLIMIN
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
i saw you joyce. HAHAHAAHHAHAHA.
and i didnt know you wear like that!!! >.<
NICE!!!

SWIMMING IS GOOOOD.
20 laps or 40 laps?lol.
make me go all SWIMMER FEELING. hahaha.
people you all have to swim with me.
come on, and HELLO, chrisgoh,the tan thing you wanna get.
come earlier and you will see the sun! XD

anyway went to Macritchie Reservoir.
a place where i think it changed alot.
the X-country last time.... reminds me of everything back then.
now it's much more cleaner and looks much more inviting...
and with lesser people, lesser vehicles, lesser baby crying.
i think it will be a really nice place to walk around chat.
talk about things.......

to be quiet for awhile. dont have think about anything.
relax. watch the river, see the fish. look out for turtle.
not peace yet, but..... almost.

miss the mountain back in taiwan. (missed it so much.....)
that is real peace.
w/o all the noise pollution.
you have block ears why, cuz it is too quiet that you feel the air pressing against you.
you know that kind of feeling of being somewhere too quiet?
i cant describe.......
to only be able to experience it yourself.
best thing ever. (:


went to watch my sister's keeper.
a touching movie.
best of last few weeks of lousy movies. hahaha.
i feel goosebumps all the time.
i have to tell myself it's fake, cuz it looks real....
the jokes make the sadness go away...


;10/25/2009 02:28:00 am

RAWR!

you know i didnt mean it but the more you want to magnify the problem.....
and make it seemed so enlarged.

just tell me if you are unhappy with me.

i have never thought of anything like what you said.
even after explaining and you still think that I think it that way.....
den seriously, im confused if you really know me.

but whatever you said has NEVER crossed my mind.
it is just a wrong choice of A SINGLE WORD.

i believe a simple, "i think you have used the wrong word" is more than enough.
not that im a kid or what... that i dont understand what you mean....
you have to elaborate with the most exaggerating words like BEGGER to describe it to me.

i feel really sad.
it almost ruined my morning and im not kidding.

LOVE <3
;10/24/2009 12:18:00 am

給孩子的備忘錄.....

我兒/女：寫這備忘錄給你，基於三個原因
（一）人生福禍無常，誰也不知可以活多久，有些事情還是早一點說好。
（二）我是你的父親，我不跟你說，沒有人會跟你說。
（三）這備忘錄里記載的，都是我經過慘痛失敗得回來的體驗，可以為你的成長省回不少冤枉路。

以下，便是你在人生中要好好記住的事

（一）對你不好的人，你不要太介意，在你一生中，除了我和你媽媽之外，沒有人有義務要對你好。
至於那些對你好的人，你除了要珍惜、感恩外，也请你多防備一點， 因為，每個人做每件事，總会有個原因，他對你好，未必真的是因為喜歡你，请你必須搞清楚，而不必太快將對方看作真朋友。
（二）沒有人是不可代替，沒有東西是必須擁有。看透了這一點，將來你身邊的人不再要你，或許失去了世間上最愛的一切時，也應該明白，這並不是甚麼大不了的事。
（三）生命是短暫的，今日你還在浪費著生命，明日會發覺生命已遠離你了。 因此，愈早珍惜生命，享受生命。

很现实的一段话....
可是不可否认，他有它的意义....

LOVE <3
;10/23/2009 10:31:00 am

i thought i was going to die rushing some office tables and all.
but in the end managed to finish it before the end of the day!
woohoo...

*but definitely changing again tomorrow, she wouldnt let me off....lol.*

alright.
THERE IS A BLOODY HOLE ON MY SHIRT TODAY.THEY! MOCK AT ME. FINE.
so embarrassing.
it's almost being announced.
THANKS AH.
AND fttl,sssl and jplm SAW IT TOO.
ohmygoodness!!!

you know what.
that is THE END of that shirt.
it is now in the bin (:


SINGING IS DEFINITELY EGGCITING TODAYYY!!!
IT HAS ALWAYS BEEN AND IS STILL IS NOW!!LOL


ALL THANKS TO YOU!
and stop trying to tell me it is going to heal!
rmb that scar you have me 7,8 year ago.......that NEVER go away!
STILL HERE.
DONT PLAY WITH MY SKIN, MY FLESH, MY WHATEVER YOU CALLED IT!


ANYWAYZ, (back!)
it is like ohmegawwwwwwd.
HAHAHAHA.
SUPERRRR FUN!! :D
okay so now i know which songs i need to improve on!XD
the next time we go.
IT WILL BE PERFECTED.

YESSSSSSSS!

NEXT MEETING NEXT MEETING!!
and pleassssssse dont UPLOAD PICTURES OF ME, shirleysimshyanlih.
you can send me!
YES, I WANT.
HAHAHHAA.
unglam plus not really pleasant to be viewed. HAHAHA.
SELECTIVE, SELECTIVE ONES, GURL, IF YOU HAVE TO UPLOAD!XD

alright alright. couldnt stop singing now.


anyway, see, nice hair. HAHAHAHHA.
should i cut it. like trim it.
not really the length but at least style it someway.
get off some BAD hair.
URGH.
howhowhowhowhowhowhowhowhow?

okay, solution; another day.








i need to do sports!!
anyone with me!? :D
MSN MEEE or TAG ME! XD
WOOHOO! hahahaa.

okay.sleeping time.
CIAOZZZ.

LOVE <3
;10/23/2009 12:33:00 am

everybody's got their limit to an extend.
i hope there's a break through for me.


HA!
like a really terrible shit day.
work just piles up.
but i have got it in my head of how to continue working.
like you know...
rearrange it in my brain of what to start on...
and then do what.... kinda thing. :\

BUT it also has to depend whether i have the mood to do it. :\
plans not edited. difficult to continue?
hm, im still thinking.
there's always a way out yar.

even though i didnt want to think, but im still thinking.
like it's starting to lose control and you think all over the place.
you link everything that is already bad to something worst.
i can really lie down and jump cuz i couldnt get through what im thinking.

i really cant explain how i feel.
it is like a riddle in my mind that i just cant seems to get the answer
and it will go on and on in your head.
BLOCKED but still you try to push it out and then finally you broke down
and say why do i keep thinking about this.
I DONT WANT.

right after that, you start to think again!!
cuz i am not going to give up so easily!! >.< no wonder i have bad dreams...


was a sleepy, restless day.
just appears RIGHT in front of me.
couldnt hide nor escape; trapped.


anyway, had a cow and a kid's company for a movie.
city of life and death.
was a really nice movie.
but it's just too draggy....
feel bad for them to cab home after watching a draggy show; if it is to them. haha.

btw, they really make me feel ALOT better. like ALOT.
stupid crazy jokes and all. hahaha.

now, sleep, to have a better tomorrow.lol
CIAOZ (:

the elder brothers........
(i dont tell them this cuz it's too embarrassing, dont want to admit!LOL.)
really liked them! :D these sensitive guys are goood.
we just cliqued! RIGHT!!:D
HAHAHHHAHAHAHAHAHHAA. XD
if you see this, you can see this....cow. hahahaha.
for you to know, if you really want to know! hahaha.


OHYAR, anyway im learning french, no korean for me...
my mama said. :\
LOVE <3
;10/22/2009 12:57:00 am

ah, seriously no mood...
sudden FEEEEEEEL.

w h y l i k e t h i s ? :\

something's wrong with me NOW! O.O
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh, angry with myself now!!!
no reason why!
im going CRAZY!
i feel irritated.
hmm........URGHHHHHHHHHHHH,im fat.
disgusted by myself, dont disturb me now! >.<
I MIGHT EAT YOUUUUUUUUU UP! ( just kidding!!)
PMSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. ONLY

SHUDDDDDDDDDDAAAAAAAAAP! @.@
ZOMG.
*faints*

HAIZ
another day tml.
i want to watch movie!

SOMEBODDYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY HELP!!
I NEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEED A DOCTOR AND A BEAR HUG BADDLYYYYYYYYY.
&@#^%@$&#@%&^@%#@

URGH!
end.

LOVE <3
;10/21/2009 12:57:00 am

HUR HUR. :D

have a chat with my mummy and brother.
about stuffs. :)
we love chattings.
it's like a late night mini gathering.
mature talks, family, finance, relatives, laughs and all.
all the lofty principles and all those stuffs.
after this chat, we'l all smile and go to bed.
like after you end a fruitful meeting.hahaha.

i feel really blessed and happy.
i love my mom, my dad and i love my brother alot, very seriously!lol.
nothing beats them. they are the best thing on earth.
and i miss my daddy.... :(

although my mom make me angry at times.
like i really hate her for doing some things but things always gets alittle better.
at least we can communicate.....
or can say.... sometimes, i actually forgot about the bad things. (ah masa!lol.)

but you will still hear me complain, so dont be surprise. HAHAHA.


about work..
im having quite good times in office. :)

BUT THAT DOESNT MEAN IM NOT BUSY OR
IM SLACKING OR
I LIKE HAVING LOTS OF WORKS.

just like what my mom says,
working well with colleagues...
and at least im happy to help and cliques with people in the office.
these are things to be happy about! :D

my mom says im really lucky, okay i believe her! lol.
i mean im earning money, im learning, im having fun, (sometimes). hahaha.
which is good.
and also im too simple to please, i dont ask much.
so well, satisfied with everything for now! (:
.
.
.
mummy's going back taiwan!o.o
me and brother got her a thousand to help out stuffs back in taiwan.
at least im proud to say im earning some money and can be able to help.
things after typhoon (at least better now) still on-going, but almost done.
hope everything goes well!!

daddy's coming back from melb!
but not sure when will he be in singapore. :\
havent seen him for quite some time.......
hope he doesnt say he cant recognise me cuz im too fat. T____T
(LOL.BLEH.my daddy lovs me! HAHAHA. :D)

ah gong's sick.
heard that he couldnt raise his arm! :O
shall call to check it out tomorrow!!!>.<
.
.
.
actually everybody have different thinking and it's all in the mind.
it is your choice to choose.
there's always the bads and the goods.
i always choose the... goods.

sapi asked me why am i always smiling and laughing.
actually i dont have a reason. HAHAHAHAHA.

i dont want to frown, or look sad to other people
(i keep emotions to myself, unless one day i broke out and something terrible happen. HAHAHA. which is a rare thing.)
and PLUS my friends say i look angry when im serious.
SO WHY NOT SMILE/LAUGH. lol.
although you think im crazy(lol), but i prefer to look more on the bright side of life. :D

okay maybe i look too..... happy. (also a fault?)
i will get serious tomorrow and shall see how it is then.
when ignore people.(fierce i think :p) HAHAHAHA.


im not kidding but i always forget the bad things about people.
i mean unless it is so them.....
den maybe i know some of it, but to name out what they did or something...
sometimes, i cant come up with an example. hahahaha.

i believe that our emotions can influence other people.
so isnt it good if someone having a bad mood is actually influenced by your happy smile or whatsoever.lol.

AND IT IS BAD to influence other people when you look like shit. HAHAHAHAHHA.
dont you know people will feel like shit if you look like that?!
somehow, humans are like that.
the closer you are together, the more you influence on another person.
i like it when people smile or laugh, it's like a good thing.
i feel happy about it. HAHAHAHA.

i like it when people smile or laugh with me. it's like FUN, RIGHT!!
sounds like a comedian or smth, lol. but definitely true.

and i hope my friends are always happy when im around!XD
dont want any to feel like shit or looks like crap. HAHAHAHAHA.

so smile my friends.......
at least all my friends have beautiful smiles :D
I THINK!

sleeping time. :D
LOVE <3
;10/20/2009 01:38:00 am

A SUN-day in office.
lol. luckily there's not so much left to do.
and cow did finish his plans on sat.lol.
gooood.
so managed to finish it before we go off. NICE.
you wouldnt believe what happened.
ASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.
im not going into details ask me when you see me!XD
LOVE <3
;10/18/2009 10:54:00 pm

O.O

COW, YOU ARE RIGHT! (lol at the cow.)
I SHOULD SEAT AT MY PLACE!
I LOOK TOO SLACKED.
(at least at my place, i can do other things and people might still think im busy BUT if im out of my place,
laughing all the time, makes people feel like im VERY free and slacking my time away!
BAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!it's true! T_____T)

But it's Friday! :(


well, so anyway.
will be working back in office tomorrow.......(although i did offer to help and it come true! :O
this time K told me to help.
BUT you see, sometimes you RATHER someone else, THAN the boss, to ask you to help.
it's definitely different you see. lol.

it's like there's more pressure when you do things.
not really the help but more of the BOSS ask you to help.
so things must be done in a more...... you know, WAY.
hahaha.
ohwells,modifying is okay.
i thought it was the whole section or elevation.
might kill me instantly after i see the plan;
LIKE A KNIFE STABBED STRAIGHT INTO YOUR HEART RIGHT AFTER YOU SAW THE PLAN! O.O

okay, not THAT scary i hope.
hahaha.

so, colleagues, we went for dinner at REDHILL HAWKER, or smth!
FOOD THERE IS SUPER NICE! :D
MEEPOK, ICE KACHANG!
you will see the uncle with dramatic actions selling desserts! hahahaha.
it's like a free show.
and they are so ARROGANT!
they only sell from 3pm to 11pm
AND AND AND
they dont sell on monday and tuesday.
seriously.
it's long queue ever since from 7plus 8pm when we reached there
finished eating and chatting, the queue never seems to stop.
UNTIL WE ARE GOING OFF, THERE'S STILL A LONG QUEUE!!!
see, YOU HAVE TO TRY IT! hahaha.
nice fooooooooood.
i love food! :D

ANYWAY,

HE'S COMING BACK FROM BEIJING!
cant wait to see what he bought for me!!!XD
hahahahaha!
coool out now! :D

another day tomorrow eh.
LOVE <3
`I WANT MOVIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEES :(`
;10/17/2009 12:12:00 am

SHAAAAAAAAADDAP!

OHMYGAWD!!

一切尽在不言中 :D
BEYOND DESCRIPTION!!!
You'll know all you'll need to know.
nothing more can express what i want to say!!!!

lol.
too bored..

YAY! WOOHOO!!!!XD

LOVE <3
;10/16/2009 10:29:00 am

ON WEDNESDAY
failed to catch the inglorious basterds. :(
was the last day.
thought it would be seriously better if we watched that!
but in the end we chose to watch Accident (意外), CUZ PKM took the wrong bus!
it's partly my fault too.
cuz im might be watching Surrogates and City of life and death (南京南京) with my mother.
NOT FIXED, but if i left her alone and watched it with my friends.
i feel kinda bad, unless i tell her beforehand; which i didnt! :\

trailer.(意外)



TODAY, THURSDAY
didnt know what we were going to do.
i was upset too. =.=
first i got off work seriously PUNCTUAL.
have to start waiting from then.......
IT'S LIKE A 'WAITING FOR EVERYBODY' DAY!
thanks cow for accompanying, although it's only for awhile.
didnt want to hold him back from meeting his friend. :\
waited for at least half hour for the other 'kid', who is actually going to gym BUT
got called to amend stuffs, just when he was about to leave. HAHAHAHAHHA.
i seriously feel sad for him.lol.


had dinner.
LUCKY WE HAVE DINNER FIRST! THANKS ANDRI.
i went off after.
agreed on 8pm at douby ghaut. PUNCTUAL.
guessed what!
PKM's not there yet. i thought, cool, im just too early;
i know she's gonna be late.
so i waited 20 minutes. i messaged her: ZZzzZZzz
volcano eruption counting down , at least another hour.
20 minutes later.
i was actually falling asleep somewhere outside PS. DAMNIT.
i stand up and walked off to look out for my earpiece, look out for a book.(forgotten the name of it)
so den almost 9pm.
she called to say she arrived. i almost....... yea.
was pissed okay.

well, they went ajisen.
im too easy to coax.lol.
after a few things she was telling me, about her day and her new friends, i laughed. :\
but still feeling really restless and sleepy AND tired.
cuz waiting for so long already make me lose the energy. REALLY.

FINALLY, 500DAYS OF SUMMER!
trailer



but anyway, last but not least.
the gathering together is really good.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANG LOVE!! (:
another meetup soooooooooooon!(:

sorry if i have long face today. im really JUST TIRED!
no more next time! XD
LOVE <3
;10/16/2009 12:18:00 am

SUBARU
KEN BLOCK GYMKHANA TWO THE INFOMERCIAL


NO KIDDING SHEEET!
HAHAHAHAAHA.

im posting about cars today!
MAZZZZZZZZZDA 6，MX5!!!

stay tunned.lol.
LOVE <3
;10/15/2009 05:02:00 pm

yay!
anyway, like i said.
was too free today, i copied a very long lyrics.
HAHAHAHAHAA.
shall picture it tomorrow and post it up!
CHECK OUT MY NEW SONG!
love it.
like............

sometimes my head wants to explode..
but when i think about it, im so in love with her.
(AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW, so sweet! ♥♥)

keep it up home girl dontcha quit!
you know the way you scream is the ultimate!
(YAY!)

we broke up before the prom, and you told everyone that i was gay, "OKAY"
(HAHAHHA. CUTE!)


love♥ this song.

LOVE <3
`catching up with you~~~~~~`
;10/14/2009 11:58:00 pm

okay.

when im busy im too busy for anything.
when im free.
im SUPER free like, HELLO! im rotting over here.
HAHAHAHAHAHA.


ass.

chill peoplez. :\
LOVE <3
;10/14/2009 06:10:00 pm

stressed up in office.
longwindedness!omg. =.=

changing here and there.
troublesome and wasting of time. :(

it's either you decide and dont listen any more of their stupid excuses or comments.
(squeezing a size 10 , feet into a size 6, shoes!!)
or you listen to them and ONLY ONE TIME.
not many times!!
it's a waste of time!
people are putting in effort to do!

first you want to change, den you dont want to change alittle here
so back to original, then you want it changed again; modify.

den now, forget about all the changes and create another option 2.
DUCK.

i rather you dont change anything.
or
get the user and the man and you to,
SIT TOGETHER AND DISCUSS!

one and for all.
so many meetings for nothing.
just tell me you all like meetings, cuz you can get out of office!

this is making me so mad that i keep thinking why i cant breathe normally.............
BECAUSE OF THIS SHEET!


angry.













cooled.

was alittle better when i got home.
played mindjolt games! woohoo.
im happy anyway. XD

easily satisfied luh! :D

AND KID NO.2 didnt ask me for dinner.
have to starve and travel home empty stomache and full of anger! >.<

tomorrow suffer and MATI NIH. (HAHAHAHAHAHA!)
LOVE <3
;10/14/2009 12:22:00 am

it's a long story.....
(people sometimes say they dont wanna say BUT I WANNA SAY!HAHAHAHA!)
there was something wrong with my laptop.
so i needed a repair.

LISTEN TO THIS

it was lucky i didnt have to lose anything
BUT all programs will be gone.
well, that wasnt a problem, cuz i could just reinstall programs.

i got back my laptop and realise i didnt have my webcam function!
i went to reinstall it.
ends up having the images to be upside down like EVERYTHING.
it means even when i to try webcam online, the image is upside down!

it's quite frustrating to see your picture upside down all the time.
i mean can you stand it?
everything is UPSIDE DOWN. :O
your picture is upside down. it looks freaking inappropriate.
and when you try to turn your head (act smart)
YOU ARE STILL UPSIDE DOWN! o.O

i tried reinstalling; no change.
i checked it out online.

problem/cause;
- the driver is not installed properly
- just some faults.

solutions;
- alt ctrl
- alt shift
- rotate it
- press shift and rotate the bloody image thing appearing upside down on your screen.
- download some driver thing and SOMEHOW reinstall/update the driver!
(tried but it's all up to date!)

doesnt work for me, and also i didnt know how to!
instructions were not clear!
so well, i gave up, decided to call my technician. hahaha.
thinking he's got a clue or smth.
he's always able to give me steps and all. really good. :)

but was busy, so i dragged.
UNTIL TODAY!

i was searching for something JUST NOW.
and realise this folder, NEW VISTA DRIVER.
i never really opened it before, out of curiosity, i opened it. HAHAHA.

so i read this notepad file.
it says something like click the setup.exe and you know..... it will start.
so i tried. haha.
to my surprise, there's all the programs!:O
so i only picked the ones i think i needed...

FOR EXAMPLE : camera and virtual camera
stuff like that.

SMART.
it started installing. HAHAHHAHA.
see.
now it's solved! XD
super clever! hahahhaha.


about this clever thing, my colleagues said im arrogant. =.=
they are kidding and im not arrogant. HAHHHAHAHAHA!

cuz im kidding too!although i really know the answer sometimes. ;)

you know guys dont wanna lose. HAHAHAHAHHA :X

gotta stop, mosquitoes are biting!
LOVE <3
;10/12/2009 01:48:00 am