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20110121
must be infected by my cousin my aunt.
URGH.
fever~~~~~~~~~~~~~

not well. :(

;1/21/2011 04:47:00 PM

"I wanted you to know
that I love the way you laugh.
I wanna hold you high
and steal your pain away."

sounds like a song....
nice.

;1/21/2011 12:51:00 PM

20110118
cousins coming back.
hope everything else can get behind my mind.

angry but cant do anything. haha.
cant believe there are such idiots living on earth. cant believe.
i cant believe. im so angry.

im angry.
*#%&@$#%

;1/18/2011 08:52:00 PM

you want to know what?

maybe i still wanna give it a try.
but im not sure if it is right.
maybe it is not worth it.
becuz you are controlled. you cant decide.
den whatever i do doesnt make any difference.
right?

do you want it back?
do you want us to try?
deep inside me.. i want. but i have to act like i dun want? haa. im ridiculous.
maybe i have to suffer all these to move on. duh. time will solve it.


haiz.

love.

;1/18/2011 12:03:00 PM

20110117
when you used to tell me where you were going.
i used to ask you every single details.....

so uncomfortable not knowing anything. haha.
didnt know if you want it, so i didnt send it.
thinking if you are curious you would send it.
maybe you are thinking the same too.....


had a few really bad dreams, cant slp the whole night yesterday.
feels so helpless.
saw my cousins got murder and smth bad to my grandpa.
it was a cold night and my aunt didnt give me enough blanket! tsk.

><

bought a mickey blanket. really cute. got a blue one cuz my aunt got the really nice pink one. haha. havent been having good appetite. maybe it's the weather.... too cold, doesnt seems to be hungry.


disappointed with my big aunt.

maybe it really meant that we shall not have any other interactions anymore.


love.
well, i was still hoping.. haiz. still need more time i guess.
all i can think now is that he wanna keep you back home to accompany him. hmph :(

;1/17/2011 10:18:00 PM

20110113


因為愛
緯來戲劇台「男版灰姑娘」 片尾曲
八大戲劇台「不像三兄弟」 片尾曲
詞曲:韋禮安

有些事情 我也說不明白
想和你在一起 為什麼捨不得分開
或許我軟弱 也害怕失敗
但有你的笑容 就能讓我再站起來

你曾問我是什麼令我對你難以忘懷
我也曾經想過這種感覺說不出來
我現在才明白

因為愛 所以愛 珍惜在一起的愉快
一分開 你不在 懷念空氣裡的對白
因為愛 所以愛 讓我付出我的關懷
不管風吹或日曬 我才明白一切都是因為愛

有些事情 我也說不明白
想和你在一起 為什麼捨不得分開
或許我軟弱 也害怕失敗
轉載來自 ※Mojim.com 魔鏡歌詞網
但有你的笑容 就能讓我再站起來

你曾問我是什麼令我對你難以忘懷
我也曾經想過這種感覺說不出來
我現在才明白

因為愛 所以愛 珍惜在一起的愉快
一分開 你不在 懷念空氣裡的對白
因為愛 所以愛 讓我付出我的關懷
不管風吹或日曬 我才明白一切都是因為愛

因為愛 所以愛 珍惜在一起的愉快
一分開 你不在 懷念空氣裡的對白
因為愛 所以愛 讓我付出我的關懷
不管風吹或日曬 我才明白一切都是因為愛......

;1/13/2011 02:57:00 PM

he is your boyfriend in name and husband in spirit

"when a man is ready to become a husband. he will start acting like your husband. For instance, he will make plans for the future, introduce you to his friends and family, and not only call you daily but want to tell you the details of his day and have desire to hear about yours."

love.

;1/13/2011 02:38:00 PM



寂寞不痛
曲:李榮浩
詞:姚若龍

你皮衣忘了帶走
那是我們旅行的時候
淋著大雪 手暖手去買的

什麼都總會舊的
多麼苦澀無奈的心得
卻沒選擇

體諒地相信你只是愛累了
絕不是有別的人替代我了
連自己都想問我為什麼
只抱抱你就放手像好好的
其實心 瓦解斑駁

寂寞不痛 痛在念舊
越小的事越多的感受
時間像笨小偷把幸福打破
留下了碎片讓人難過

寂寞不痛 痛在做夢
幻想當你自由膩了以後
會來激動吻我用愛悔過
做醒不來的夢

什麼都總會舊的
多麼苦澀無奈的心得
卻沒選擇

體諒地相信你只是愛累了
絕不是有別的人替代我了
連自己都想問我為什麼
只抱抱你就放手像好好的
其實心 瓦解斑駁

寂寞不痛 痛在念舊
越小的事越多的感受
時間像笨小偷把幸福打破
留下了碎片讓人難過

寂寞不痛 痛在做夢
幻想當你自由膩了以後
會來激動吻我用愛悔過
做醒不來的夢

寂寞不痛 痛在念舊
越小的事越多的感受
時間像笨小偷把幸福打破
留下了碎片讓人難過

寂寞不痛 痛在做夢
幻想當你自由膩了以後
會來激動吻我用愛悔過
做醒不來的夢.....

;1/13/2011 11:58:00 AM

one of the post that i didnt post earlier on....
was when i return from my first holiday in brisbane......

12AUG2010
havent been updating lately.

was such a different kind of life since i got here in brisbane.
almost half a year now.

first semester was not that alright.
coping with work.
coping with friends.
coping with the environment.
coping with life here alone............

i have to say im not a one person kind of person.
可是人很矛盾.....有時候一個人,還不錯
even if i prefer to be alone. i wish there is people whom i know.
feel safe.
i dont know.

went back singapore for holiday.
things were complicated.
i hate it when it all gets complicated.
why cant it just go my way?

second day was really good. spent it with weh.
sometimes, i just wished that it could all be just like that.
but it is not.
face what they called it.....reality.

was so angry, sad, depressed, moody..... whatever that means that im unhappy.
i have plans.
so mixed up.
but things just happens to happen the way you dont want it to happen.
what can you do?
i canceled my vacation.
the one that i have been waiting since two months or so before my holiday even start.
bought the tickets to confirm my decision, but still things have to change.

my cousin cant accompany me if i go later to shanghai.
my dad have to come back on the day i leave for my holiday.
my mom have to force me to stay longer in shanghai than i ever expected.

my cousin's got exam. so he can only do it earlier.
my dad booked his tickets alrdy so he cant change so i as his daughter have to change my schedule cuz he is my dad.
my mom giving me this opportunity to go to this expo that not many people can go.
asking me to spend longer time there so that i can have more time. i mean a flight there is not cheap.

i didnt regret any of the decisions that i was force to make.
just one.
if i were smart enough i would have push that vacation back near the end and not right in the beginning of the month and everything would be fine.
im such a bastard.
im stupid.
i was disappointed by myself.
my weakness is my family, my mom and my dad maybe.

i spend the whole day crying.
yea, hiding in my room.
i cant believe, i was so looking forward.
but why.
just feel so sorry to weh.
dun like to be mistaken.
never becuz im not firm enough.
but things have to be like that.

i showed my decisions by buying those tickets.
but guess it doesnt prove anything.
cuz things still changed in the end......

i didnt regret anything that happened.
but only one regret.
feel sorry to weh.
not only me who is expecting this vacation.....
i get to go somewhere else but where does weh go?

always letting him down.
guess that is the part where things start to change....


love.

;1/13/2011 11:51:00 AM

20110112
remember the time when you said you dun want to fall for me and deleted me on yahoo.
and added me back....
how cute is that. haha.

took you so long to think whether you want to talk to me.
what are you thinking now?

it's amazing how i actually rmb everything.
that day when i told you i had a fight with my mom and dream of my grandma.
and was drinking....

crying while i type and tell you what happened.
why am i able to tell you everything.
it is amazing.
i was touched.

i have so many things to say.
so many.
but maybe you didnt want to listen
you never ask never try harder. yea, im difficult. haiz...
yea. if i didnt show it u never will know.
but i do wan to share everything with you.

a bad timing u tell me ur feelings maybe?
if it werent when i have to go overseas.....maybe it will be different.

but i enjoyed when we were together.
i missed it. haha.
im a coward.
and i took everything for granted.
i love when you express ur feelings for me.
feel safe. feel so warm.....
no one ever so good to me...
i keep everything to myself.
someone finally make me open up and willing to say...
someone who cares.
where is it now?
haha. back to myself again.
true. who would wan to hear all complainings all the trouble things.
u have your own problems.

i cant tell it to my mom.
she has too much to worry about.
sometimes i tell it to my brother. but it's different.
haha.

the only secret i have.
and why did i even choose to tell you. haha.
i just hope u as a gentleman will tell no one including ur family.
i will hate you forever if anybody else know. haha.

feel so helpless.
when the only secret that you keep for the rest of your life is being told to someone who wont be there for you?
omg, what did i do. haha.

but i didnt regret it.
i owe you this honesty.
im brave enough to say i never lie.

my heart does hurt that much. haha.
but i will be strong again.

i wasnt sure if i really love you in the beginning.
but im very sure as days past cuz i feel my heart pain.
the first valentine's day. the little msges u send me everynight. when i just got there.
i actually kept them. but some were gone. becuz that fake nokia died on me. haha. damn.
many more...

maybe it faded for you but it grew stronger for me.
maybe i depended too much on you...
maybe that's why you got too stressed up. haha.
my fault.
i took everything for granted i guess.
i reflected on myself.

what i thought you still cares,maybe im just lying to myself.
but you did acted like you didnt. or maybe you really didnt care.
it's good maybe.
cuz u dun wan to act like you need me and you wan to stay it that way?
cuz we are both stubborn.
not sure if it's the case.
feels sad.
feels being neglected.
feels like it actually has happened before. just that i didnt realise.
feels so cold.

i will be fine..

very soon. haha.

love.

;1/12/2011 09:45:00 PM

想開了
會太快了嗎?

朋友可能真的比較好?
他可能真的沒那麽適合我?

沒辦法爲了我多付出一點點...我真的就認輸了...
我可以真心說我真的有爲了他努力...
沒有給我足夠的時間
可能會是遺憾
久了看起來好像是單方面的
心理很痛...

可能我不夠好......

都不知道其他的人是怎麽維持的.....
我的方式有錯嗎?
不容易啊
想要快點過去
不想再想了

可是他的確是讓我把自己僅有的秘密都說出口了....
是我自己的問題
我依賴的那種關心 能夠說出心裏話
很想珍惜

遇到了讓我那麽傷心的事
我現在只能夠自己傷心得躲在廁所裏哭

不想讓媽媽知道
是真的想到要分享的人是他....
是真的越想越難過

距離的關係
媽媽的關係
可能真的不適合?
我是單純的想要跟他分享我的一切
可能他不想知道
可能他膩了
可能我抱怨太多
我不知道

我不想再作賤自己往他那裏推
因爲沒有心的人 不值得我那麽做....
可能有點自私?
可是想要開心點~
讓別人知道這種單戀很白痴...

如果沒辦法挽回還是改變也就不需要了吧?
心裏面覺得他還是愛我的
可是可能是我自己想太多?
我不想要這樣.......
欺騙自己

聊完了,他不小心睡着了
我竟然期待他會跟我說不好意識他睡着了所以沒回應我
他已經不在乎了....
心裏很難過
我一廂情願
自己沒好處 只會更難過
需要我才來找我嗎?

還是會關心 還是想要幫他
可能天生就是這樣...
沒那麽可憐啦...

樂於助人

會好的
不要想太多....會好的......


love

;1/12/2011 05:23:00 PM

20110111
i still believe...

maybe i thought there's still hope... how stupid.
想給自己個期限~
不想再難過了~~~~

寂寞不痛 痛在念舊 越小的事越多感受...

時間像笨小偷 把幸福打破 留下了碎片 讓人難過....


You Belong with Me
You're on the phone with your girlfriend, shes upset.
Shes going off about something that you said
'Cuz she doesn't, get your humor like I do...
I'm in the room, it's a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like
and she'll never know your story like i do
But she wears short skirts
I wear T-shirts
She's cheer captain
And I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up
And find what you're looking for
has been here the whole time
If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
been here all along so why can't you see, you
You belong with me
You belong with me
Walkin' the streets with you and your worn-out jeans
I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself
Hey isn't this easy
And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down
You say you're fine
I know you better then that
Hey whatcha doing with a girl like that
She wears high heels
I wear sneakers
Shes cheer captain and
I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for
has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see
You belong with me
Standing by and waiting at your back door
all this time how could you not know
Baby....
You belong with me
You belong with me
I remember you drivin' to my house
in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh
When you know you're about to cry
And i know your favorite songs
And you tell me about your dreams
Think I know where you belong
Think I know it's with me...
Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along
So why can't you see
You belong with me
Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time
How could you not know
Baby you belong with me
You belong with me
You belong with me
Have you ever thought just maybe
you belong with me
You belong with me...

;1/11/2011 06:05:00 PM

20110104
i still misses you....

haiz.
im a stupid girl....
i will still think of you late at night when i cant sleep.....



i need to diet.....

random. :\
loves.

;1/04/2011 12:25:00 AM

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