ERZUOJU FIRST ROUND at mediacorp!!

30june 2008
ERZUOJU's first recording!!

it is actually quite exciting.
we are all excited for them!!
they will bring a great great performance!! >.< size="5">WATCH OUT FOR THEM!! :D

support them!!
REMEMBER TO VOTE FOR THEM! XD

this is one of the videos that they perform during SINGOUT's 庆功宴!
linked. it's a continue (:

ENJOY! (:
DO SUPPORT THEM!
i believe they can make it!!! :D

**for those who will be there LIVE to support ERZUOJU at mediacorp..
AND happens to see this post!!
5.30pm at the BASEMENT at MEDIACORP! (:
PLAIN WHITE TOP! (: **

VOTE for them!!>.<
伊...噢伊噢伊噢~
我们支持二做剧
call call COME ON!
噢伊噢~噢伊噢!!~~
yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. (:


ADDRESS to MEDIACORP if you dont know.
Caldecott Broadcast Centre, Andrew Road. Singapore 299939.
should be this one! T________T
敬请期待他们的演出~~~

LOVE<3
`表演的欲望~`
;6/30/2008 12:51:00 am

im very very happy today!(:
woke up like 2pm.lol.
slept really "early". O.O
so fiona was calling to meet me.
we've got dance lesson today.
so she said the rest of them were missing me. (awww.)
ohwell. i said i would meet them up soon when i got ready.
then things cropped up.
chris called jasmine, cox he wanted to print some posters.
last minute dont know if i should go bukit timah cc audition. :c
then i dragggged.

fiona called again.
to see if im already going out or smth.
of cox not yet...
then.. asfter jasmine leave.
she gave me a call like can you open the door for awhile..
i was like i didnt locked it.lol.

anyway, i opened it and "TADAH!!"
THE BIG GREY CLASSIC MICKEY MOUSE!
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO CUTE RIGHT.
i know some of you are getting jealous!!HOHOHO! >.<
i was shocked!!
the mickey mouse was like on the chair.lol.
and i thought HUH!?
so i guessed it was my birthday present.lol.
then i dont see NOBODY.
ok i saw my neighbour.
expressionless. looking at me...or not.
i cant see.LOL

when i was about to close the door.
THE THREE LITTLE "PIGS" came out.HAHAHA
hahaha.
ok, i was SHOCKED AND EXCITED!!lol.

they surprised me!!!
i wasnt actually expecting this coming!!
haha.
seriously.
this is the best surprise ever surprise belated birthday alright!!XD

we have been busy with our own stuffs.
but they get the time to buy me this magnificant present (:
really touched ok!!! :D

i love them (:

LOVE <3

`nothing can compared to friendship(:`

;6/28/2008 04:31:00 pm

很久...
没有大声说出来..

朋友...
通常有来有往
一段期间很好,一段期间不好
到头来..
朋友还是一直都在~
当然最后就会是那几个最要好的!

人生起起落落
没有一直一直一直顺利
除非你上辈子修来了天大的福
就算是这样也不代表说可以滥用.
怎样都会用完的...

想一想，如果人生可以停在某个时间 （最好是现在.)
好想放肆一段时间再把自己调整回来.....
*梦*
管别人说什么,做自己想做的事,就当作别人都不存在:
在台上大肆的跳自己最喜欢的舞 *咔嚓*
唱着你自己最最最拿手的主打歌 *咔嚓*
不必拘束
跟着自己的偶像作这段期间最要好的朋友 *咔嚓咔嚓*
跟着朋友
从小大的朋友...
从第一天,时间停止的那一刻开始..
从幼稚园, 小学中学高中到大... (还没)
每天跟着大家的节奏翩翩起舞(开心的意识啦~) *咔嚓*

然后呢?
这一切, 每个人都会记得...
可是大家都以为是个秘密.
所以从时间开始的那一刻...
大家就不再提起那件事,藏在心里最最深处的某个角落...
偶尔想起,对自己笑....
"那时候真的太疯狂了~
这辈子有那么一次就够了!"

你会说那以后呢?
我们还不到一半的寿命（夸张...哈哈）
可是对我来说...
我觉得童年是最最最最最珍贵的~
人之初性本善.
是在我们还没真正入社会的时候.
还没被完全污染的时候...
是还没面临到人心险恶的那个时候...
如果你遇到了~
我帮你祈祷啊!(:

*我跳*
我想要可是我不可以~~!
控制控制!
在看邮件 发现一封很有含义!

I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say.
Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them.
If you do, they might break your heart...
if you don't, you might break theirs.

Have u ever decided not 2 become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?

**Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.
You can't tell your heart what to do.
It does it on its own...... when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.

Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you?
Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...
for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all.

Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?

Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?
We tell lies when we are afraid...
afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us.
But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger.

Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.
Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could have had.

心理的感觉如果真要全说出来是不可能的
因为有些事情是我无法用言语来解释的!
你必须会通灵, 那很有可能你就会了解吧! O.o
因为连我自己都不了解
所以如果你知道,麻烦顺便跟我说一下
哈哈



*我再跳!!*
最近,不知道怎办
我很气
被气到了
气到我心跳真的莫名会加快...
很不好
如果我妈知道了,铁定被骂神经病.
她说要为了什么事而让自己不快乐
没必要
有病才怎么笨 O.o
说实在的
我真的觉得人的忍耐限度是真的有限的
我真得很想大骂三字经.....在加上几句 动物的名字....
很想骂一些真的很笨的人!!
没挣对谁,就是笨蛋惹了我! *可怜的笨蛋*
就是怎么可以这么白痴到一个地步呢?
不了


没关系啦~
我通常是睡一觉, 不然就吃个东西, 不然就听人家说个笑话,
心情就大概差不多快要好了!
不想把事情搞得很大
大家 peace 啊~ :D
smile EVERYDAY!(:
cox your SAD "karma" might influence the people around you.
dont be selfish. >.<
LOVE <3
`youshihoubushiwobushuo,shiwobuzhidaozenmeshuo.`
;6/27/2008 03:04:00 am

;6/25/2008 06:38:00 pm

omg omg.
i have too much to say.
it all starts like on SATURDAY?
lol.

went to sent my mother off to the airport with my brother.
after that i went MS, brother go somewhere else.
went maxwell.
khimah,leon,nicholas. ask me to go "eat"
(so actually they are preparing some THINGS for me)


went back to MS. singsong, jordan and frankie singing.
dance class at 7pm (:
was delayed.

ANYWAY,the dance is like exciting.
is a mixture of 扯~
which i have been wanting to learn but never get a PROPER chance.
was a tired after that.lol.
sang a few songs.



joyce,cordelia.... who else? went off first.
(so as to go to khim's hse to get ready the THINGS for me.lol)

chris,me,tommy,jasmine,veron,shirley went to eat first.
then me,chris, jasmine,veron den set off to KHIM's house.


when we reached khim's house, they just said to put our bags.
AND someone(leon) came out with a cake from behind the door.lol.
THAT i was shocked....!
alittle. hahaha. im not easily SHOCKED ok!hahaha.
then watch 我猜我猜我猜猜猜!>.<
i realised how long i have NEVER watch tv liao.
i was alittle too excited watching TV.
i laughed like crazy. was alittle high ah. :p

OH, then khim daddy suggested mahjong?
or is it leon?LOL
so me,leon,chris and joyce played.
i actually didnt want to play.
IT'S LIKE...
cox im not very good at it mah.
well...
i PLAYED.

halfway.
another half of the people came!!
zhuming,daphne,ben,alton......
actually i forgot.LOL
but those are some of them!
and they bring out the other cake for ZHUMING!
SO SHOCKED COX ZHUMING IS SAME BIRTHDAY AS ME!!XD

23jUNE ROCKS!
he is exactly one year older than me.hahaha.
anyway mine is strawberry cake,he's is chocolate cake.LOL
and they sing the song for him again....
WITH ME AGAIN. HAHA.
i was happy can.lol. >.<
totally make up my last year's birthday.
eating maggie and doing project HOME! T__________T

OK, mahjong was bad can.
一圈 played for like dont know how mnay hours. O.O
and i lose $16 i think.
eeeeeeee. omg.lol.
the best is dont gamble.LOL.

THEN THEY SURPRISED ME WITH THE GREEEEEEN BOOK!lol.
the ALBUM thingy.LOL
im really glad and really touched ok!lol.
the last time i got this kind of present is from my childhood friends....
it's great :D
i love this kind of things.
it's like memories that can be seen, as in it is more solid, as in i can see it lah. O.o
what im trying to say is....
it is like the next time you flip it.
it all comes back. >.<
ok,im just touchd.LOL.
then went off earlier with chris and joyce to chris's house.
we went for prata breakfast first.
and went off to chris house to chitchat &sleep.LOL

last minute decided to have a small "thanking people" steamboat session.LOL
chris say must de ah.
so i told some people who havent sleep when i went off, to spread the news around.lol.
that will be like on SUNDAY liao.

ok, so i slept till like 11am.
ok, so i thought i dont know if it will work,cox i dont know how ON are these people.lol.
OHWELL, i was actually not having a good sleep cox.....
the phone keep ringing.lol.
confirming people and all. (:

then, woke up 1plus 2.
met up with ben first.
he's got nothing to do after his church..
and the rest who were with him were not coming with him...
hm,he emo-ed awhile.LOL
after that he's ok.HAHA.
ANYWAY,was so just nice that mireen was also reaching :D
so we went off to my house first.

didnt really DO anything.
my maid keep saying ben is like investigator.
cox he keep counting my house balconies..
and appearing in the kitchen to find out what smell so nice (FOOD DUH! >.<) LOL.
ok so we almost died of boredom.
have to mention we did do smth stupid like shuttle running in my living room.lol.
and doing push-ups. o.O
WHO's idea is that!!

soon leon came and YEA.
we played chess?
i totally suck at it lah.
ok, actually im quite ok at it, not the best but at least i can win once in a while.LOL
BUT because i havent touch the thing for like 2 to 3 years.
so alittttttttttle brain block :D

yea we started mahjong first.
till like bloody long.
the rest then starts to come. omg.
we almost...
ALMOST fall asleep playing mahjong without noise leh.
smart right.

OH,halfway, cordelia came!!
i was actually shocked.....
cordelia is so cool man.
she is like alone.
im so proud of her.
she totally CAME!
thank you thank you!Lol.
but i think it was kinda bored for her loh :(
im so so so so sorry!!!

so i think we were all hungry.lol.
so we decided to start steamboat with out those people!
so slow!:p
and the moment later after i say that...... all reached -.-

joyce,shan shan,daniel,tommy,veron,xieshun,angela,xavier,evelyn, came ALL at once.
so i was alittle....
well, then they all started to eat.lol.
i think im a bad host.LOL never serve anything loh. :(
and we are also slow.
半圈 took us forever to end =.=
omg.slow like tortoise.
well,then after our that 南,we went to eat..
not even up for like 2minutes and the gamblers are alrdy up on the table ready to play!Lol.

I THINK STEABOAT IS NICE!XD
many of them say so!! :D
oh,so after dinner,ben leon, cordelia went off...
i seriously thank you all for coming (:
i seriously hope you all enjoyed that day!:D
then jasmine came.
the one who said she will come at 5 to 6pm.. came at 10 to 11pm =.=
chris came midnight also.lol.
he bought ice cream :D
at 12midnight,MONDAY,they bring out ice cream as "cake" LOL
like.....
special lah.
HAHAHA. XD
anyway, im really happy...serious!:D

ok, then people start to leave.
angela (i think she's tired cox she's got work the next day!:c)
tommy, daniel, shan shan and xieshun.
:D
tommy really funny.
he play a game of chess with my brother.
WE REALLY GOING TO LOSE YOU KNOW.
it is like sure die one no hope liao.
so i go shower,THEN......
HE TOTALLY JUMPED UP AND TELL ME HE WON!!!
I WAS EXCITED CAN!lol.
we are like brainstorming and all.LOL
anyway,FUN!!XD
suddenly alittle excited about chess.HAHA.

ok so the rest stayed and we mahjong till 4 plus5am.
while watching 流星花园and 浪漫满屋~
then........sleeeeep!

IN THE MORNING of 23JUNE....
construction VERY NOISY!>.<
everybody was like wanting to kill the b*ng*l*s.... h*ha.
wanting them to shut up!LOL
ok,so they still decide to go sentosa.
but everybody is still sleeping.
and i have to get my ass to school.
(although, i seriously dont want to,but i sense school mates are up to something!LOL)

evelyn,xavier,joyce,veron went vivo first...
me and jasmine reached school round 12.30pm.lol.
eeeeks. and some of them in class.
SANDY TOTALLY GAVE A PACK OF COLOUR PENS!lol.
it is really cute lah.thanks!HAHA.
and so typically.
all of them went out and prepare and all.
LOL.
so leaving jasmine and me in class.
what a same old plan.LOL
CREATIVITY MAN.
the next person shall be more surprising!!! :D
they bought a cheeeeese cake.LOL
and poke so many holes on it with candles. HAHA.
never count but i guess it's..... NINTEEN?! HAHA.

and they gave me a very very haha... present.lol.
ok shall not mention BUT i really like it.
like the colour too.HAHA.
motivates me to slim down :\
HEEE.. XD

yeap yeap.
then went for lecture.
HOW nice.... (:
and we left after lecture to meet up with the rest at vivo :D

ok,went to eat at food republic and went off to SENTOSA.
come on!
what time alrdy.
NO SUN CAN!lol.
slowpokes. haha.
anyway we went there and PICNIC. hahahaha.
no lah, looks like picnic.lol.
cox the sun is ALMOST going down.lol.
and we bought chips and drinks *wide smile* (:

lay down awhile...
played in the water.lol. (sound abit wrong!lol)
then we cab down to mediacorp to catch superband!
the bands are seriously not as good as i thought.
hm. but 肥皂was really not bad.
one group i think will last for quite some time.lol.

三月 changed keyboardist i think.
so the 默契 was not as good?
but i hope they can go far too (:
FION must take care of her voice!!!

ohwell.we didnt wait for result.
went for prata at THOMSON after that!:D
it's not too bad de (:

i think i did have a GREAT bday!lol.
except.......
WHERE ARE MY CRAZY MACHI SISTERS?!
MEEEET UPS, MEEEET UPS!!
and...
karmun and yixin no where in sight.llol.
but i know they've got exam...
i wanna meet up with them soon :D

anyway.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HSINWEN
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ZHUMING
and...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY QIFANG! (:

**next post will be PICTURES ONLY!!lol.

LOVE <3
`happppy birthday...
要知足,不要太张扬，希望一切顺顺利利~~(:`
;6/23/2008 11:21:00 pm

OH,two nv er, saboed me to do some question thing =.=
i shall do it soon, not today.LOL

ANYWAY,
after singout.
felt that i should have given my best during my semi finals.......
(silence..)


HAHA.
NAHHHHH,i had fun helping out backstage! :D
a very good experience >.<
just felt the bonding among friends, people(S)
really happy for them.
saw great performances, make me wanna move.HAHHA.



i want to spend alot of time with all my friends.
it is like when im with them.
time is never enough -.-
but i have this very funny say.
时间就像乳沟,只要挤一挤总还是有的!
HAHA.
we all just need some time management classes :D



关系到自己:
发现自己 不能控制自己的情绪...
一说了 就放了 就完蛋了...

笨蛋...
其实并没想那么多
可是就是没办法.
我有在解决这个问题.
可是我需要一点时间一点空间一点让脑发挥的自由..
满脑子 太多了 没办法
可是过了那么多事
我了解自己所能承受的压力
我还可以啦~
时间能证明一切啊 (:

阿姐教的:D
利用在不一样的地方~
问题还是可以解决的(:
现在一切都还不错 加油啊大家~
哈哈.

LOVE <3
`我想..我..但..我知道.....`
;6/21/2008 01:18:00 am

HSINWEN IS NOT HAPPY!!!
;6/18/2008 06:45:00 pm

Hihihihihi!!! Ben is blogging for Hsin Wen HAHA!!
;6/18/2008 06:42:00 pm

YEAAAAAAAAAA.
i upload so MANY MANY PICTURES!
since sentosa to SINGOUT FINALS!
ok,in any other way. singout is first.LOL
HAHA.
BEGINNNNNNSS!!XD

;6/12/2008 04:01:00 pm