i havent got the time to bai nian and all. really COW's gold. lol.
i need to brief everything. cox i wanna blog something!lol.
rush work these few days. wah, canot believe i actually do my work. well....
YAR YARYAR. ystd, went out for dinner. FIRST DINNER EVER SINCE THE FIRST DAY OF NEW YEAR. LIKE WOW LAR. people... you all better come my house and HOT the place man!lol.
anyway had dinner at fei chui. HOHOHO. not a VERY BIG one. but at least it was fun. we had wines. so didnt manage to do work den. HAHAHA. :x
some pictures. (UPLOAD LATER!) we lao yu sheng. wow. another first time this year!
well.... DO WORK! LAST TWO DAYS!
*我相信一切都会平静....我现在好想回家去~ LOVE <3 `im starting to like it.JUST DRAW!`
;1/31/2009 08:46:00 PM
WHAT GOOGLE ACCOUNT!? i cant log in blogger with firefox!
something is wrong. :\
but i manage to log in with IE :) school start today. it's like shiat. no lar. LOL. it's okay. like meet up with friends after two public holiday. -.- AS****** there's like SO LITTLE PEOPLE on the road today. it's like still chinese new year mode.... DUHHH. IT IS WHAT!
see, we have school. what KIND OF. yar. IT'S CHINESE NEW YEAR MAN! we should have more days of holiday. MOE is crazy. (yy said something like that) i mean EVERYBODY is celebrating chinese new year! yar, there are malays and indians.... etc. but majorities are still chinese. so no matter how i think, i still think we should have longer chinese new year holidays.lol.
my mom say that two days are better than the rest alrdy! -.- yar, true. but....... T__________________T
come on come on! go go. happy chinese new year everyday!:D (i will go on for 15 days.Lol.)
LOVE <3 `4days more?how?make the impossible, possible.`
;1/28/2009 11:41:00 AM
i once told a friend i think im lousy at everything. like really lousy kind.
then he say he have simple solution; to think otherwise.
eg. if you are not good at this, try be good at something else you think you are better at... not good with/because... family; communicate more friends; speak up. rebellious; tone down.... etc.
the more you want to improve, the more it might get worst, so why not work it to your own advantage? am i raising my standards too high, that it becomes invisible pressures and stress?(i think i do have the invisible pressure and stress.) if i want to improve, make sure i improve and not like empty promises, den defeats all purpose. so always tell yourself, sooner or later you will succeed, better late den never? it's like everything is up to you. what you do is going to be what you gonna get.
so if something is going really wrong. stop it and try another way?
playful isnt irresponsible, it's your nature and it's just not gone yet. of cox we wanna think of our future, but... he say, dont think so far... first, look at the road in front of you. you can see if the door to success is near or far to you. but only when you walk the path in front of you, you will then find out. dont start thinking whether it's far, spend the time to walk first. maybe on the way, you will find other shortcuts to lead you, and you wont even need to go through that door to get to where you wanna go.
seriously,i sit down... and think.
it's easier said than done. can i only think about myself. well ofcox,it's my life. but what about those who actually have high hopes on me? sounds like im living for others now. now i dont even know how this thing works?
den he say, i have to adopt. as long as i think it's right, i go do it. fail, then i get up again and try; it's never to late to try again.
if you cant accept yourself, why be a human being? follow fixed expectations and rules? only robots and machines do that. why not start making a decision without anybody's advice?
all these need courage. seriously. not that i dont know any of these meanings, but it's not as easy as we think it is....
it's like a 21st century..... life.
LOVE <3 `no time to even think now do i? sometimes, i cant even have a proper night, sleeping.`
;1/28/2009 12:19:00 AM
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! 今天是大年初一 大家高兴一点～
看到阿信写的一段.... 真的 大家听听～ 聽著窗外不停止的遙遠鞭炮聲，麻將聲，來往的車聲，
好真.... 大家加油啊～ 我也要加油! 明天.... 不要太迟～
LOVE <3 `希望我许的愿能够让我重生`
;1/26/2009 11:58:00 PM
i always love chinese new year! it's like the best festival ever in the whole year. we get money and we get to play, we get to eat the best food that we dont normally eat, last of all, we get to meet those relatives, those friends, we never get to meet!:D JUST FOR CHINESE NEW YEAR!
HOW NICE RIGHT! (:
last year was like this..... :) not really big but at least are almost there. :D
LOVE <3 `大家关系都变不好了,也是迟早而已啦,有点难过~ 可是我们好就好了~`
;1/25/2009 06:05:00 PM
i dont wanna talk about today. :) but something worth mentioning! a nice dinner with some friends and.... i met a NEW FRIEND! :D ISAAC he is coooooooool. but he is fierce.LOL (SOMEHOW LAR!) but not really also. he is ambitious. well....i dont know him well. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! but i cant play with him. he is so serious. but nice knowing him. HE DANCES!lol. another talent guy. so cool. it's like a dream to be one of a kind of something. but we all try. he's got all support, i hope we all do!(:
SOME THINGS i have to say these few days are killing me. nonono. i have to be killed. i cant work night and i cant work day. so how can i work. somebody have to WATCH me. i then can work. haha... just nonesense. im doing work alright!:D
anyway, that day i took a picture of fttl. it's funny,so i blog it! hahaha. why she look so bored and strict? life's making her do that face. HAHAHA. this picture. i have to say. this person is really.. i dont know. he is just a NOBODY who goes for a NS medical check-up which need his blood. and cause him to have a BIG BLUE BLACK hand for a week(or more)! look totally gross and ohmyGAWD lar. who will let this kind of thing happen! that guy who took his blood MUST BE A JUST PASS for this whatever course that leads him to take people's blood!-.- can you stand this thing! so he explain that he didnt get it until the next day or the next next day!(which he cant complaint alrdy?) he say when the person get his blood, actually TWIST AND TURN the needle, somehow. he is LUCKY to even be able to tell me this story!>.< it's really disgusting and he should COMPLAINT! who have to take blood test and in return get a swollen hand! it's really sad, you are unlucky that the person is not professional! and i heard that there's more! mygawdd! it's actually when taking blood the blood LEAKS outside the blood vessel and cause the blue black?!?! it's bullshit! lol. just a random picture.LOL SEE SEE. this is it! cause me to be in pain for gawd know how long. until now it is still pain.Lol. i cant LEAN on my left hand! another random picture taken when going back home. somehow a busy road, people in the cars rushing to places. or might be just driving back home after work. it's like same old thing everyday. isnt it bored? LOL. this picture looks like CRAP! the hair and the stupid face.MYGAWD. but i wanna share. HAHAHAHAHHAHAA. it's actually early in the morning when i was about to go school. SEE, how shag i am!lol. it was all the not sleeping i think.lol. (although i have been sleeping!hahaha.)
LOVE <3 `they know what they want, you know what you want?`
;1/25/2009 01:12:00 AM
things are so complicated. you want it this way but somehow it's change to another.
so contradicting. cox we have to follow. -.- BUT WE WANT IT THE OTHER WAY!
well.... no wonder life is so unpredictable. they change whenever they want.
but of cause you can insist your way. but it all depends whether it turn out well, cox people are actually watching... to see if you fail or you succeed.
how nice. but most are wondering if you will really SUCCEED.
the night is always not the right time to do work. but however, the most NOT RIGHT, happens to be the one which always happen.lol. everybody is like rushing. we cant even have a proper chinese new year. it's like WTH. we can only blamed that it falls in january and not february. but it's such a BIG OCCASSION! people are like celebrating them like WOW kinda way. i bet teachers are celebrating it like there's no submission, which is true, THEY DONT HAVE!!
had sushi for luncher (almost) it was great!:) voke have quite funny dance steps, as usual chris came up with it. but i guess it's so going to look alright! :D and...... walking is really difficult. not like it seems, it's quite TOUGH.lol.
LOVE <3 `i wanna my cert!>.<`
;1/24/2009 02:21:00 AM
FINALLY went for injection!lol.
it's really making my arm unable to move. pain and all, like muscle ache, but somehow worst than that cox you know it's not because of aggressive sports but INJECTION! ohmygawwwwd!
URGHH. 10 more days and not counting.... only lesser each day!
so we shall really work hard. it's now even LESS THAN TWO WEEKS!
hsuhsinwen HANG ON! wait till graduation day! XD
;1/22/2009 01:06:00 AM
SHARING SOME PICTURES!
MY KINDA FACADE! HOHO.i have this kinda stairs(roughly)! :D
somewhere i will have this too! hoho.
im still thinking........
doesnt really look like this cox mine is more MODERN i think.LOL
I EXHIBITS THIS KINDA PRODUCTS! COOL RIGHT! XD
NICE SHOES! :) i think un-wear-able.LOL but cool :D sustainability man! haha.
details is like OHMYGAWDDDDDDDDD! let's do it!:D cox i think it's getting fun. heh heh heh!
LOVE <3 `less than a month!IM OUTTA HERE and to the next!:)`
;1/21/2009 01:14:00 PM
情况不妙............... 很难看!! 完了,剩下没几天了! 来得及吗?
我妈说我们在搞小团体~ 哈哈哈 好好笑哦~
;1/21/2009 11:21:00 AM
i wanna write a story. it's about animals! (this story is not at all true, i made it up; just in case anybody thought they heard of it before!-.-) characters: god, pig, piglets, rabbit, snakes, cat, dog, goat and a bird.
where they come from: they are actually survivors from MARS. but they are normal animals. who just luckily able to survive and sort of travel down to earth to brazil.
place they live: they live in huts. animal huts. it's a small hut, but there's actually many partitions.
Begins the journey..... on earth.
Silent night; only the beautiful melodies played by the leaves, brushing on the tree; whistling, until................
"BOOM!" a loud explosion, like something just dropped from the sky, high high high above the flat ground.
From a distance, god, who was lying on a rock besides the tree, saw a sack behind the trees; moving. Smokes caused by the dry soil, were all over the place. God couldnt breathe but he was curious to know what is in that sack. He slowly tip-toed to it, using the least minimum of sound produced by his ragged straw shoes.
That bag is still moving, but strangly, there is no noises from inside. The closer he moves towards the sack, the lesser the movement.He remembered about his father telling him not to touch anything he saw on the ground. So he went off back to his rock and continues to listen to the leaves sing.
Many weeks and months past. God who is always on the rock didnt know a big thing actually happened until he turns his back and saw a Hut.
to be continued.......
HAHAHAHA. im already tired after so much of the writing and maybe now isnt a good time, shall continue later!XD
i've got the inspiration, but now i need the passion and of cox the energy. a good sleep will help definitley. HAHAHAHA. i guesss just the few lines above, somebody will say it's boring. BUT i need to say im trying to make a good story here alright! just hold on and i will continue soon!Lol.
look at THAT!>.< the plane was actually hit by BIRDS! and the captain immediately turn his way to the HUDSON RIVER. it didnt SINK! during the rescue some of them didnt even TOUCH the water! they were actually standing on the wings of the plane!lol. sounds like something really LUCKY! :D
they were lucky because alot of eye witnesses actually saw it and already called the police before it land on the river. they have a second chance to LIVE. really a miracle. i almost CRIED seeing the news.LOL. im TOUCHED. XD
;1/16/2009 07:11:00 PM
.............A WEEK BEFORE............ LEEWEIHUNG'S 22ND BIRTHDAY! hahahaha.. it was a SURPRISE clebration!lol. her girlfriend came! (FINALLY!) bought cake and present for him!lol. so sweeet.(:
a group photo!:Dhahahahaha. GINNA'S STARTING NERD DAY! (sorry ginna.this is to funny!I HAVE TO POST IT!HAHA)he's getting new specs!
ANYWAY! HAHAHAAHAHA. I INVENTED A GAME!lol. guess whose mouth and nose are these!!lol. fun right. hahahaha. i will try to put more but this is the MOST recent one that i take. AHAHAHAHAHAA.
LOL. looks really funny! hahaha.
MIREEN'S BIRTHDAY! :) went hongkong cafe for dinner. shop awhile and went back home!:D
JOYCE'S TAGBOARD BECAME CROWDED!lol. everybody's getting famous!lol.
WE went sakae sushi for dinnerYESTERDAY!!:D was actually going dance in O'sch. but lucky i didnt go because the class's full.lol. then we met up with danceQUEEN! :D the thing he ate make me hungry! it's NICE!XD went back soon after! :D
TODAY! 15JAN2009 meet up FTTL. she went suntec send keyboard. -.- SHE TEMPT ME WITH LUNCH! i was tempted. :\ WE WALK REALLY LONG! i dont really lke suntec. it's really big! =.= so we couldnt decide what to eat and we SUDDENLY SAW..........
we were just saying that why there's no BUFFET lunch at suntec. AND WE SAW IT! so we continuously ate sakae for two days!lol. and we were bloated! hahahaha! best lunch ever! >.<
LOVE <3 `you have to think.....nobody can help you!help yourself!`
I WAS SHOT! (not with a gun but with words.)
i wanna say..... really, I THINK.. everybody need to think really deep. it's not always what you see on the surface and still say it's one sided! if someone is trying to tell you something. most of the time, YOU THINK! (反省.) to understand and see if what they say is actually true or accusing you.
not finding excuses like yar, you know, yar, you apologise, yar, you did this and you did that. do you think you really have NO WRONG at all?
so what if you did all those? frankly, do you pretty-LY think that all these will be forgotten if it happens often? once twice three times, you are forgiven. even if you are forgiven, they are not forgotten! because sadly, people DO remember all bad things. anyway,it doesnt matter now.
TILL this point, you dont even have the right to complain that you are being left out. because it should be already in your mind that nothing is really going to be the same after so many things; competitions,dance etc. anything you can think of, that were done together. are all promises promises or empty promises?
nobody can really pretend like NOTHING happen. dont even say that you didnt know, you just dont want to face it.
and you have to approach the right person. not someone else. more to...maybe the ONES involve? because they actually can clarify things with you?
stand out if you think you want back this friendship cox why are the rest still as close and not you. MAYBE it's something you have to think? not everybody 辜负你. sometimes it's really you. and maybe deep inside you, you just doesnt want to admit?
you can say you dont know, but i want to ask how can you not know? even the slightest thing is happening AROUND YOU. if you really dont know. i dont know what you know. to say it harshly. do you think everybody is revolving around you ONLY?
we can TOTALLY see that you are not trying hard enough to understand. everything is right in front of your face but you dont see it and still strongly thinks that what you did didnt lead you to being NOT CLOSE with your friends? it's all others fault?
all those that you said are the questions you have to think again! are you really that proud of what you did? none of those that you apologise DONT lead you to being not close anymore with your friends?
another thing is. it's a TOTAL wrong thing that someone who is trying to help you actually went to someone who use to be your close friend'S blog and start all childish acts.
EVERYTHING TURNS OUT WRONG since the day she post that TAG! we were thinking if you understand,OR NOT, it is okay, if you would even ASK? but instead. SOMEONE WHO DOESNT EVEN KNOW YOUR CLOSE FRIEND IN PERSON (it's really important) went to say something really HORRIGIBLE (as you would say) in her blog. is it really mature?
you who ONCE understand your close friends, now doesnt even know whether what your helpful friend did is right or wrong? DID your friend who is trying to HELP you, really "HELPING" you? or should i say, make it worst? if you think it's a great help, we have to admit you are really hopeless. and if the GREAT help was to make things worst and lose friends, i think it's successful.
what the letter have stated is what THEY think. it's a THEY,it sure sounds not one sided!! communication, is really important. not even trying to clarify, make them think that you dont even care. afterall you are the one who wants to know WHAT HAPPEN. so should they even bother!? are they that UNREASONABLE? and can still ONCE BE YOUR CLOSEST FRIEND?!
as an outsiders of this TRAGIC, from what i know, nobody wants to make things so complicated. it's just that you cant be SO SPOILT and think everybody is trying to HURT you. because you dont even know you have alrdy hurt the rest and still wondering in your happy lovely fairy land thinking that you are the ONLY one who is being hurt!
PLUS, everybody tries to put it in a more straightforward and nicer way to tell you how they feel. BUT INSTEAD, IN RETURN you sarcastically replied useless questions. what do you really want to get from it?
LASTLY. QUANTITY IS NOT REALLY IMPORTANT IT'S THE QUALITY. fiona said. it's a different situation. dont you get it?
you choose your other closer friends who spend MORE YEARS with you and doesnt know that you have alrdy driften apart from those who hasnt spend much more years with you. who else are you to blame and complain? you should have alrdy known since the many many times you showed them your empty promises......
;1/14/2009 02:38:00 AM
some pictures taken when im back in taiwan!lol. this is really LITTLE! I KNOW!
i will upload more, I HAVE NO TIME NOW! lol. so well, next time will have more. SCENERY AND ALL! XD
LOVE <3 `还没过完今天先想明天~`
;1/12/2009 01:03:00 AM
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