when do you feel like poopoo?
someone scolding/ignoring/disturbing you?
someone commenting you?
someone telling you that you are actually screaming the whole night.
what's with all the screaming uh?
plus a thousand tonnes of weight resting on your shoulders.
stiff shoulders and neck.


always trying to push things away.
but wake up the next day and found out that we actually have to do it no-matter-what.
so why run?



THE POOPOO:
the feeling.
you dont dare to make the effort to get it,but you want it.
randomly giving you, but doesnt seems to be real.
what are you expecting?
maybe i dont need it?
just forget it?
it doesnt seems to be able to come true because soon it will be gone;no effort.
or should i say it's almost gone?
no more focus. it's becoming browsing through.
or... ignore??O.O
haix.
T________________T


one sigh,and i shall just stop thinking.
no initiative.
wont work.


either break through,or give up.
i choose.....
to smile it all over again.


BECAUSE.
it depends on how long i can drag.
depends on how long i want to wait.
depends on whether i would just GO FOR IT.

i still choose to watch it from a distance until...
i dont know.
somebody scold me?lol.

i just need one motivation,one courage.

LOVE <3
`searching....waiting.
;8/10/2008 01:24:00 am