LOL.
looks really funny! hahaha.


recently..........

MIREEN'S BIRTHDAY! :)
went hongkong cafe for dinner.
shop awhile and went back home!:D

JOYCE'S TAGBOARD BECAME CROWDED!lol.
everybody's getting famous!lol.

WE went sakae sushi for dinnerYESTERDAY!!:D
was actually going dance in O'sch.
but lucky i didnt go because the class's full.lol.
then we met up with danceQUEEN! :D
the thing he ate make me hungry!
it's NICE!XD
went back soon after! :D


TODAY!
15JAN2009
meet up FTTL.
she went suntec send keyboard. -.-
SHE TEMPT ME WITH LUNCH!
i was tempted. :\
WE WALK REALLY LONG!
i dont really lke suntec. it's really big! =.=
so we couldnt decide what to eat and we SUDDENLY SAW..........

SAKAE SUSHI.

we were just saying that why there's no BUFFET lunch at suntec.
AND WE SAW IT!
so we continuously ate sakae for two days!lol.
and we were bloated! hahahaha!
best lunch ever! >.<

LOVE <3
`you have to think.....nobody can help you!help yourself!`


I WAS SHOT! (not with a gun but with words.)

i wanna say.....
really, I THINK..
everybody need to think really deep.
it's not always what you see on the surface and still say it's one sided!
if someone is trying to tell you something.
most of the time, YOU THINK! (反省.)
to understand and see if what they say is actually true or accusing you.

not finding excuses like
yar, you know,
yar, you apologise,
yar, you did this and you did that.
do you think you really have NO WRONG at all?

so what if you did all those?
frankly, do you pretty-LY think that all these will be forgotten if it happens often?
once twice three times, you are forgiven.
even if you are forgiven, they are not forgotten!
because sadly, people DO remember all bad things.
anyway,it doesnt matter now.

TILL this point, you dont even have the right to complain that you are being left out.
because it should be already in your mind that nothing is really going to be the same after so many things; competitions,dance etc.
anything you can think of, that were done together.
are all promises promises or empty promises?

nobody can really pretend like NOTHING happen.
dont even say that you didnt know, you just dont want to face it.

and you have to approach the right person.
not someone else.
more to...maybe the ONES involve?
because they actually can clarify things with you?

stand out if you think you want back this friendship cox why are the rest still as close and not you.
MAYBE it's something you have to think?
not everybody 辜负你.
sometimes it's really you.
and maybe deep inside you, you just doesnt want to admit?

you can say you dont know, but i want to ask how can you not know?
even the slightest thing is happening AROUND YOU.
if you really dont know.
i dont know what you know.
to say it harshly.
do you think everybody is revolving around you ONLY?

we can TOTALLY see that you are not trying hard enough to understand.
everything is right in front of your face but you dont see it and still strongly thinks that what you did didnt lead you to being NOT CLOSE with your friends?
it's all others fault?

all those that you said are the questions you have to think again!
are you really that proud of what you did?
none of those that you apologise DONT lead you to being not close anymore with your friends?

another thing is.
it's a TOTAL wrong thing that someone who is trying to help you actually went to someone who use to be your close friend'S blog and start all childish acts.

EVERYTHING TURNS OUT WRONG since the day she post that TAG!
we were thinking if you understand,OR NOT, it is okay, if you would even ASK?
but instead.
SOMEONE WHO DOESNT EVEN KNOW YOUR CLOSE FRIEND IN PERSON (it's really important) went to say something really HORRIGIBLE (as you would say) in her blog.
is it really mature?

you who ONCE understand your close friends, now doesnt even know whether what your helpful friend did is right or wrong?
DID your friend who is trying to HELP you, really "HELPING" you?
or should i say, make it worst?
if you think it's a great help, we have to admit you are really hopeless.
and if the GREAT help was to make things worst and lose friends, i think it's successful.

what the letter have stated is what THEY think.
it's a THEY,it sure sounds not one sided!!
communication, is really important.
not even trying to clarify, make them think that you dont even care.
afterall you are the one who wants to know WHAT HAPPEN.
so should they even bother!?
are they that UNREASONABLE?
and can still ONCE BE YOUR CLOSEST FRIEND?!

as an outsiders of this TRAGIC,
from what i know, nobody wants to make things so complicated.
it's just that you cant be SO SPOILT and think everybody is trying to HURT you.
because you dont even know you have alrdy hurt the rest and still wondering in your happy lovely fairy land thinking that you are the ONLY one who is being hurt!

PLUS, everybody tries to put it in a more straightforward and nicer way to tell you how they feel. BUT INSTEAD, IN RETURN you sarcastically replied useless questions.
what do you really want to get from it?

LASTLY.
QUANTITY IS NOT REALLY IMPORTANT IT'S THE QUALITY. fiona said.
it's a different situation.
dont you get it?

you choose your other closer friends who spend MORE YEARS with you and doesnt know that you have alrdy driften apart from those who hasnt spend much more years with you.
who else are you to blame and complain?
you should have alrdy known since the many many times you showed them your empty promises......

;1/14/2009 02:38:00 am