go go... go chris goh.
go go... go chris GOh. HAHAHAHAHA.
(small cheer ehz.)

HAIZ. (means alot.lol.)

anyway. HOHOHO.
意志力可以战胜体力哦~ 而意志力来自成就感

:)

love this sentence.
meaningful.

recently papa came back.
talked about schoooolz.
ERM.
im not hardworking enough.
and for me to know:
easy to get in might not be easy to get out, dont waste money and effort.

i need to spare a thought for the people who cares about me.
i know it's all for my own good.
just cant seems to settle down.
I NEED TO.

the other day was SO stress. (nothing to do at home,den emo.lol)
was going to talk LIFE here.
but internet was cut off by my ma.
so no choice no blog, den i forgot.LOL

well....
i need to be more confident when doing things.
i need to be more focused.
seriously, sometimes, i seems mature (thinking wise.) but sometimes, i dont.
我听得懂.可是没有去做
i need some outsiders to help me with this.
maybe it will get into my ears more.
i dont know.
people who know me have been telling me until i think they are starting to hate me. HAHAHA.

have been seeing some new friends ah.
people who played band; music.
they have their passion lar.
i mean isit because they have their family, or someone who is impt to be there to support them or what.
i mean they are able to let go of anything else and go for their dream.
okay,maybe i dont know them but i think it's really cool.
that is what i really wish also.
wanna make friends with these people.
like what they think and all.
family support or what?

they concentrate. i dont wanna waste time, waste life.
i love music. i wanna DRUM. PIANO, SING anything.
i mean these can be a sub thing, like a hobby or whatsoever.
but how do i start.
seriously.
i wanna try.

it's like band. why i chose a cca that is different from all my classmats from the same class.
i dont know. i like band more..
but of cox there are some things that make me lose the feeling of going.
friends maybe.
i can be independent, but also dependent when it comes to some things.
i know i can do it. but im just not confident enough.

i miss practising.
i miss jamming with my percussionists.
i miss all the nonsense from sec school.
the music after school thing.
i should have joined the band :\

i love band. i love to play music.
it's like an enjoy. PLUS if it's with friends. :)

i hope one day i can play again :D
maybe i shall asked thr band people.
HOHOHO.
ask them teach me or what. HAHAHAHA.
GINNA,WE GO ASK THEM!! HAHAHAHA.

I LOVE MUSIC! XD

LOVE <3
`ilovetheeyes.:p`

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