everybody's got their limit to an extend.
i hope there's a break through for me.


HA!
like a really terrible shit day.
work just piles up.
but i have got it in my head of how to continue working.
like you know...
rearrange it in my brain of what to start on...
and then do what.... kinda thing. :\

BUT it also has to depend whether i have the mood to do it. :\
plans not edited. difficult to continue?
hm, im still thinking.
there's always a way out yar.

even though i didnt want to think, but im still thinking.
like it's starting to lose control and you think all over the place.
you link everything that is already bad to something worst.
i can really lie down and jump cuz i couldnt get through what im thinking.

i really cant explain how i feel.
it is like a riddle in my mind that i just cant seems to get the answer
and it will go on and on in your head.
BLOCKED but still you try to push it out and then finally you broke down
and say why do i keep thinking about this.
I DONT WANT.

right after that, you start to think again!!
cuz i am not going to give up so easily!! >.< no wonder i have bad dreams...


was a sleepy, restless day.
just appears RIGHT in front of me.
couldnt hide nor escape; trapped.


anyway, had a cow and a kid's company for a movie.
city of life and death.
was a really nice movie.
but it's just too draggy....
feel bad for them to cab home after watching a draggy show; if it is to them. haha.

btw, they really make me feel ALOT better. like ALOT.
stupid crazy jokes and all. hahaha.

now, sleep, to have a better tomorrow.lol
CIAOZ (:

the elder brothers........
(i dont tell them this cuz it's too embarrassing, dont want to admit!LOL.)
really liked them! :D these sensitive guys are goood.
we just cliqued! RIGHT!!:D
HAHAHHHAHAHAHAHAHHAA. XD
if you see this, you can see this....cow. hahahaha.
for you to know, if you really want to know! hahaha.


OHYAR, anyway im learning french, no korean for me...
my mama said. :\
LOVE <3
;10/22/2009 12:57:00 am