the truth always hurts.
but i rather be told earlier than to only realise it later on....
did you laughed at me looking silly, didnt know what's going on? :(
played by you.... still smile, and laughed like you love me....
why.....
what were you thinking when you knew it all along and didnt want to tell me....
i kept asking i kept asking....

and now i realised, i actually knew it all along. :(
but i didnt admit to my heart.
becuz i hope i wish i believe......

so i blocked away those imperfects.
and i choose to forgive to oversee to look beyond.

no wonder they say it takes two hands to clap.
one hand doesnt work.

that distance you wanna keep from me.
i should have realised.
i blamed it on myself, blamed it on you later on becuz i didnt realise....

how silly i was.....

i dun blame you, becuz i neglect it myself, that's why i got hurt....
i rather believe those lies, and continue believing and be happy.
i should have appreciate more when i have the chance.......

im fine, im just saying....

love.
;5/05/2011 06:08:00 pm