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有時候會突然覺得這裡的一切都好陌生
sometimes everything here seems so unfamiliar.....
有時候覺得不是每個人都是真心的...很可怕
sometimes i just dont feel the sincerely of people here.
not everyone is being true... and it feels really bad. it is scary.
只是有時候.....
i thought i was being really true to all my friends....
and this is what i get from what i called friends.
well. but the truth of the reality is that nobody is responsible for you.
probably that is where i get my insecurity from.
dun know who else i can trust.... and things just start piling up...
im so dependent on feelings, probably that is why i get moody all the time....
now i realised, im probably blaming you for abandoning me...
i shouldnt think it that way because i have no right at all.
just my feelings but who ever cares.
and so, i cant help but keeps telling myself i wasnt good enough, so there's no reason for you to stay.
just... dont take me for granted.
for i really care.
i honestly care..
love.
;5/03/2012 01:00:00 pm