havent been writing for a thousand years.
should start writing.


this semester is fast.
im left with about one month or so.
so many things happened.

when i have time. i will really update alittle bit by bit. PROMISED (:


today.
6oct2010.

there's no school today.
went out early in the morning.
okay,maybe not that early.
didnt slp well last night.
slept round 4am.zzzz
woke up 9plus. but reluctant to get up
haha.
got a stomachache.
went out only 1030 or so after putting my clothes in the washing machine. :p
WFWS went for a haircut.
went to meet them. LZ and FWS.
after haircut. FWS feels like dyeing her hair
so we went KMART to get her hair dye.
wanted to have buffet at 3pm. but we all didnt have breakfast. lol
starving.
we went to get small things to eat.
KFCs >< (now i know where my throat pain comes from!) and bubble tea. i drank hawaii fruit tea :D nice :D so yea. we ate too much -.- so FWS was 11/10 full. so we decided not to have buffet today. so LZ get chicken rice and i ate snack box from KFC. :\ so as planned we went to LZ and her bf's new rented place. what a cosy place. envy... how nice that must be.... she stays with her BF and a housemate. we all agreed that her housemate looks ugly. LOL :X i shall not further comment. :p so FWS dyed her hair brown (some sort of brown.lol) we played cards. den arnd 5 went off to sunnybank plaza for a drink while waiting to have meeting with GZ and CT. haha. peaceful day. it would have been better if it's still holidays! HAHA but ohwells. had beancurd and went home. just another ordinary day. moody.
but i will be fine.
adapt adapt adapt adapt!

im not independent enough.
feel so weak
feel so stupid
feel really tired
why is my character like this :\
not sure.

everyone is different.
haiz.

dun wanna compare.
but sometimes...

NO, i should make myself better.
i have to see my weak points.
it is not a bad thing i guess
im not good enough. i know....
haiz.
i need to keep updating myself with new stuffs. haiz.
dun want it to affect my mood but i have to keep thinking.

i need to stay positive.

sometimes, i realise im all alone.
yea, i have got all my friends but they are just there for awhile.
sometimes the feel just come when i get home when im all alone in my room....
if i dont do anything for myself. nobody will.
i have to keep that in mind.

my weakest point.

my failure.

loves.
;10/06/2010 09:18:00 pm